D R E A M S C O L L I D E

2010-10-19T02:51:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum everyoneeee :)

*bagi banyak hugs.....shoves away the peverted man at the corner*

Aku ada final exam in two weeks time and.......aku balum start revise :B i whillllll in a while so yeahhh....i've been fine as usual and alhamdulilah everything is fine. Baru ani i ate bimbimbap (just in case you're interested....)
how is everyone? i know i sound like a broken recorder but what's better to ask than asking constantly of your wellbeing right? it has been a loooongg time since i've done any catching up with you guys and yes yes pasal aku busy or buat buat busy or something :( i sorry.

If anything, feel free to catch up, feel free to drop a message.

2010-09-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hi :D

Aku happy pasal aku jogging tadi and lost a few calories(wohooo!)

Aku also happy cuz hours after that i got to eat kiwi+ ice cream and gain more than i lost(wohooo!)

I dunno if i still have readers :l assuming that i do, i'll just go on with my rant. Aku spent excessive sebatah ani like HAAAAAAAAHHH WAI DO I NEED TO SPEND ON EVERYTHING???Even my phone bills skyrocketed :( but in my defence banyak untuk international calls so.....I just didn't know it would go that highhhh =(

And dens i have exam in two weeks time

GIFSoup

So yeah.....and aku balum mandi after the jog and its ten now =3

untill next time!!!

2010-09-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

OMG banar2 urang diluar atu partying....i hear beyonce on marijuana and helium gas diluar atu

-_____- not a nice set of sounds.

Weellll since aku inda kana layan arah skype right now (ahem...belle) and my lil sista inda responding to my messages n calls(ahem...naimerz) so i guess i am better off talking to myself here.

Hari ani aku miss berabis my family (includin cousins and close prens). Like i even called my dad which is quite a rare feat for me. -____- today ada raya celebration batttt i didn't feel the vibe...

banartah relentless jua party diluar atu -____-

I skyped with Mah baru-baru ani, and waw aku baru realize aku miss ia masa liat muanya begarak dapan muaku. Like =( I MISS YOUUUU! and atupun aku kan tertidur apa (sorri mah!) well its good to catch up since kau inda update anything on your blog jua since you claim yourself as a 'busy' woman.....awu aku inda penting kan mah?kan? inda ku balikan kau the mini koala keychain karang baru kau tau :l ok i dunno kenapa aku mental HAHAHHAHAH i wuv you =( its just aku menunggu si tambi atu respond arah skype(AHEMMMM!)

Aku baus masani. Mcm i look at the sky tadi and went :[

bah ada sudah jelamanya di skype okie babaaiiii

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-06T19:11:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum :D

Its 12.10pm now and i just woke up. I IS LOVING LIFE. *thumbs up*
and aku balum mandi....stripes soooooo do not change even for others ah?
and balum cuci muka...idk aku mcm malas sudah kan be presentable at all -_____- is that bad? and oh,

I HAVE A BIG JERAWAT ON THE PIPI!!!!!!
aku nyasal mengusik T-----T it was just there hogayyy staring, waitiing mcm apa >:( now i have to pile up the foundation for nanti raya.

Speaking of, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO MY DEAREST READERS (if ada masih) I am not dead yet :l I joke...IT FUNNY!
Here insyAllah tinggal sehari lagi =( its sad as usual pasal macam terbiasa sudah the puasa feel, and mcm aku rajin baca the Quran and ada terawih, insyAllah will continue the ibadahs after Ramadhan =)

Aside from that, aku ada cerita caliii!!! well berijap pulang but cali still!Masatu me and my three chinese friends were standing around wah arah bus stop ampir kadai sekali masa becerita-cerita, aku teliat mcm bula baseball dari jauh and i was like 'why is there a bula baseball flying in mid air?'
'why is the flying bula so out of context?'
mcm antah the logical thinking set in at the wrongest time -_____-
Sekali the bula hit my right arm and mcm it bounced off my arm and fell to the ground.

It took us four some time to realize what happened and by that time, the egg had cracked for quite some time. And kami macam
'eh, talur!' *points at the talur meleleh on the ground*

then barutah ada mcm a pang of sensation arah the arm then barutah sadar it was a racist thing. I got my first racist egg hit! :D suka.

Then caliii my friends atu mcm acting all defensive mcm durang saja yang kana umban talur -___- tarus shelling in ah mcm seriously? Bad pun i know. But then i am thankful to Allah pasal the talur could've very well splattered all over my uni sweater but it didn't and instead it bounced off and also i bruise easily(natasha bedingfield knows my pain) even to the slightest pinch mcm biru tarus, but Alhamdulilah as painful the 'lontaran benci' was, it did not leave any bruises. I don't know, I treat that as a good thing, that Allah loves me =)

Ku bagitau my mum wah and made it like a joke the other day then ia emosi nya 'awu, siapa saja urang atu mama layangkan tamparan dari doa mama masa mama sembahyang, meeraaaaaaaaahhhh muanya tu' I can imagine her slapping the faceless person continuously -_____-'' i love her. Heeeee. My dad mcm stoic ah nya 'jangantah dilayan tu andangnya tu' I'm guessing pasal ia banyak experience kali jua or sth....

i've been watching the arrivals and mcm aku obsess over it -____- like paranoid lagi tu at times but yeah as Belle once said 'just take it with an open mind and assess everything' but its so scary that some points are/might be true O....O

it is even hereeee =( okay i took this picture from a website but it hereee as in heeerreeeee (do ju' get ze gravity of ze situation hereeee?)
So yeah, berijap.like sampai damam-damam memikirkan berijap. Aku damam now btw bat lupa makan ubat masa sahur :l well more of inda cukup masa so mudahan today inda jalan2 Aminnn.

Oh, i spent an amount of *ahem* money on beauty products masatu :l don't tell mummmm! T------T
Btw!we made some kuihhhhhzzz! liek kuih mur, kuih tapak kuda, kuih batik and mcm this cornflakes honey thang.It a sedih thing :l but lets hope i no feel it so much. Aku miss my nini idk why but i cried publicly. Bida.

Okeh i update laytah!(as in when i have some kinda motivation)

i leave you with some pictures =) of not my face

1/. on the way to school

2/. counter easyway

3/. valentine street : )

4/. gnomes at uni O...O

so yeah, wuv you :)

and Selamat Hari Raya!

2010-08-05T07:26:00.000-07:00

Salam and Hellooooo!!!! first and foremost:-

Selamat menyambut kedatangan bulan Ramadhan (11th August for me!)

May this year's Ramadhan be better than the last and hopefully saya tahan berpuasa dan membuat amalan ibadat kepadaNya. Amin :)

But seriously saya hope saya tahan T----T i have literally a hill to climb over everyday and otot2 kencang more than i want them to be. and in total twenty minutes i walk to school per day =( i miss the kerita ford without the power steering now.

*ends rant here*

Well i shall miss the Ramadhan's that i have had in Brunei, macam how we pig out masa baduk, how bangas the whole family would be(except mum) masa bangun sahur,i'll miss watching blues clues pukul 7 pagi sebelum tidur balik

durang tukar the leading guy =( now mcm perky berabis the host -____- speaking of iphones...look who has gotten an iphone 4?*points boastfully at self*

my pink casing is much nicer than this *boasts more* and its like very siukkkk pasal like aku selalu get lost and mcm the map helps like A LOT and mcm even the free games siukkkk(will soon download games bebayar...yes aku setaie gangsta sudah)

and you know aku macam antisocial dengan urang putih like (STAYYYY AWAYYYYY)

ada urang atu baunya mcm sex on fire :(

cemani baunya...like mcm bau inda mandi+urine. ia nice pulang masatu but masa becakap mcm restrained berabis like 'mmmhmmmm...mmmhmmmm...uhuh..*breathes in*...oh really?....'

and sini siuk berabis cakap melayu, like : DDDDDDDDDD kau inda paham aku!heheheheheh and aku mcm abuse berabis the privilege (yes its a privilege now) sampai ada this guy tanya if we have curse words in our language and aku cakap kami nada curse words....so ia never paham if kami cursing or not.HEHEHEHHEHE

oh and that guy tanya wah arah one of me friends 'so how do you learn english then?'

well duhhh just like everibadi else lahhh cemana lagi kannn? meliat bulan then pandai english tarus??

yes i am still my easily irritated self :3

and masatu aku naik trainn like well i expected more but okay lahhh, one of the train smelled like kaki balum bebasuh and pakai stukin tarus...imagine the joys of that. But calii cuz one stop mcm telampau banyak koreans, then the other stop mcm banyak indians like...the nearest kadais 3 out of 6 wah kadai makan indian. And that concludes how metropolitan this place is....

nah to whoever it may concern. iloveyouanddonteverchange. HAHAHHAHA!

but awu serius. I love you guys!Don't forget to always update me ah?I dunno unless you guys say samting.

bah kan bali ayam.

CUTE BABIES

2010-06-20T04:50:00.000-07:00

HOMAIGAD LOOK AT THOSE PRETTY ASIAN EYES!!! AND THE HAT!kiut ahhhh!bhjvdgbyduqgwdgwdhqwvdhjcegwbejcbe CUTE BABIES!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY

(Mas, if u think u are a pedo, i think i've just beaten you on that one cuz i am seriously hogging this person yang pandai buat baby hats punya baby, like wth hqv gwqvuyqdhwhw!KIUT)

and look!ada PIKA!AKU MAU PERASAN KIUT AND PAKAI THIS HAT LIKE SERIOUSLY SO ADORABLE LIKE WAREDGWEDHJHHH!!and the baby tahu ia kiut like it did this condescending face arah the website like :l KIUTTTT!!!I cannot resist babies yang perasan kiut when they are cute. It's like they can rule the world or something O....O

well if you wanna check more of this baby and the adowable hats:

http://www.etsy.com/shop/NYrika?page=2

so dari tadi aku cari idk cute stuffs =( i think i special.

here is my cute song:

and here is azymah's cute song:

i wan a dozen of cute wooly hats too...serius.

:) lalalallaallalalla

2010-06-14T09:33:00.000-07:00

HAYYYYY!!!!

Aku banci pasal the macbook inda mau compatible with the dst broadband...mcm MOHHHHH!!!!!BANCIIII KAU KALINGGGGG!!!!!

so yeah, hows your day? Spent the past three days with BELLERZ and NAIMERZ and NANERZ! Been paaannn like MOHHHH! Lain lainan actibiti kami as in becerita pasal paranormal stuff and liat paranormal mubee and menghabiskan chachos and tidur subuh, bangun petang. IT AWESAM

is tamara home?

and oh SI MASMAH AND FIZAH AND MIZAH WENT OVER AND COMPLIMENTED MY HAIR!aku suka mcm yeah. And they balikan minuman :3 thank youuuuu and siuk becerita(well mostly mengumpat...i swear we are a lost cause)

hmmm, wat else....i dunno bat i sound so withdrawn from everibadi yes? bat i dunno wat to say,wat appropriate to say and whatnot...and internet masatu nada mcm yeah.hahahahaha AND I HATE EBUDDY BUT I HAB TO LIB WITH IT SAMTIMES. mcm the husband yang inda kau mau rasanya ebuddy ani -_____-\

well i can tell you eberiting i know when we do meet =) so yeah MEET ME SOON....mcm desperate. HAHAHAHAHHAHA but au O...O

to Umi, ip u not comin home, i wan email updates from you =( can? EBERIBADI ELSE WE MUST MEET!

TIME BEUSIN MAKAN STEAMBOAT!
iloveeveryone

<3

2010-05-23T23:09:00.000-07:00

Helloh!
So quick updates on me life:
No internet at home and i am at the coffeezone searching for houses, so far ladyluck ran away.
And belle is coming home soonnnnn :D *excited mcm kucing tebabar belari ke makanan*
I hope the rest pun balik soonn =( i may fly off second week of July!
That is if saya ada rumah -_____- this rumah business is killing me
Speaking of, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASMAH!:) well besok pulang so yeah advance saja =p kau lanja soon?HAHAHHAHA

Allright, i end now cuz entah betapuk2 ku mengupdate ni since saya tidak mahu orang tau i have a blog, yes i am with my coursemates >....<

akeh goodbyeee loves you<3

2010-05-13T02:57:00.000-07:00

Que in Rahmah's theme song:-

Helloh i is back :3 after a looongg week of (frusturation, anger, 4 hrs/day sleep routine, jolibee, math,physics, chem, acne) exams i am partially free *insert weakly yay here*

Aku sakit parut now =( i dunno was up with it.

And tadi ujan labat berabis on the road O...O the kilat was directly above kawasan Rimba tadi

(>0<)

I was at rimba pasal khabarnya some of the results keluar sudah (i know early) and yeah some ada sudah but we weren't suppose to know anything *sigh* And oh! Aku ikut debate balik :| idk whai i torture myself when kana bagi sebulan cuti but i just couldn't resist it *mua urang succumb to weakness*

I don't know if you guys(Mas) have heard of the Green debate thing yang bsp ubd thing. Yeah aku kan setaie cuba : DDDDDD

Hadiahnya usin bah =| i sorry i gila harta. HAHHAHAHHAHA

but seriously i miss debating. And all the excessive stress talking while people are trying so hard to interrupt halfway hence losing concentration.

I shall Prevail this time :|

2010-04-21T07:56:00.000-07:00

aside for the intended creepy videoclip (esp the glowing guy..floating head i can bear) i am currently playing this song on repeat.

I want da mp3!

heheheheheheheh i loike the chocolate boyband man XD

2010-04-10T01:59:00.000-07:00

zoom zoom zoom to the yellow box :)

tadi i almost hit a car -_____-

Last thursday I forgot to matikan engine my friend punya kerita

I left the keys sumbat2 in the lubang kunci if the same friend's car

:( i think my grey matter is getting too blue for its sake

HAAAAAAH

oh fizah di brunei (HI FIZAHHH!)

Aku suka the convo that is on zymers punya blog that preluded the makings of the cerita in bellerz punya blog *self- absorbed mode* HAHAHAHAH

So yeah, i'll be busy the whole week >...<>

Oh si Umillah suruh make twitter account and for the sake of being updated with her stuff, i think i is gonna make one. Not sure how long this will last tho, hahahahha

allright till next time =) LOVES!

2010-04-03T07:29:00.000-07:00

Its a sunday night and i feel torn between going out at 10 at night (setaie rebelling) and studying physics for the test next saturday

I've been like this lately, indecisive and would always feel guilty about something or other while doing something else. like yesterday, i wanted to go out and cari boyfriend cardigan(i aint gonna give up!) and at the same time, i wanted to stay home and do my revision. I ended up playing sims 3 for hours long instead.

Tadi ada workshop(wohoooo!) i love the smell of freshly cut metal :3 HAHAHAHHAHA

And we went to a hardware store to cari roda then makan sushi.

I should start saving up...(aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh)

Okay lets put that thought at the back of our minds and focus on what movies are out now.

I WANNA SEE HOW TO TRAIN YOUR/A/SOMETHING PET DRAGON!!! like berabis. kiut the dragon *heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

Clash of them titans kana ucap inda siuk so...save usin liat prince of persia saja :)

I wanna start on a creatibe outlet you know..but then once i start cutting stuff up, i feel guilty and bebalik revision.like wth...

My jerawat near the kirai says hi.

I STILL WANT THEM BLAZERS AND CARDIGANS *as obsessed as rain is with his abs mode*

2010-03-30T09:13:00.000-07:00

Itchings by nadinenadine featuring Dorothy Perkins shoes

I want boyfriend blazers and boyfriend cardigans.I think they go well with absolutely everything, even bread.

2010-03-30T04:20:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera kepada kalian diluar sana :D

Anda sehat?iya sudah tentu lah. Mun anda tak sehat behapa pulak anda melayari web dan menjenguk blogger saya, betul tak? Jikalau anda tak sehat pun, saya menghargai akan lawantan anda kemari, saya suka pembaca saya.Ya!

Have you ever noticed that in descriptive malay textbooks, they put ! after Ya. Like...apakan mesti btrais untuk tunjukkan suka? Atu ni, unsur unsur pengaruh pop culture..YA!

Tadi aku sembahyang dapan my chinese friends..O...O well it was awkward pasal they were talking bout puberty (pasal i said i don't mind -____-...i thought i could handle)

so mcm i had to read louder in my head so that i don't 'hear' their voices. like okeh.

*baca al-fatihah* so like when girls get puberty they know kah?

*ruku'* what is those brown2 things that come out? is that blood?

*tahyat akhir*raise finger* ...if boys have wet dreams lahh...

-_____________-''

The chinese were talkin to azimah thats where they got the answers, it would be palau if they were prodding at my direction for answers,hahaha!

So umi left thursday ago for bigger and better things, we've cried and we've confided as much as we could. I wish i had more time but time could never be enough. But its for the best that we part now to be together soon :) *possesive lover tone*

Thanks to those people whom i spent time with the last few days before umi left. HEARTSSSS!

So this month i is tryin to save banar2 and not surrender to splurging activities (If possible.) altho i am itching to buy a boyfriend cardigan and some long tees yang boleh pakai tights.....

we shall see if justice prevails

To Mas, i miss reading bout your life, like..update woman!

To Fizah, i loike reading stuff on ur blog, they aint boring!:)

To Belle, ya udah maju MAJUUU!Will see you in a two months time!We'll make Dear John look like nothing! Si john ada letters lagi.Wuuuu not reli true love tu.

To Umi, please continue to update and OHH outfit posts please?:D>

To Mina, i seldom visit ur blog *----* hehehehehehhhheeehehheheheh *shies away*

To Rahmah, update lah

To Zymah, BAH MORE WORDS,LESS ACTION

To Qam, it has been so long i've visited yours so i don't think you will be readin this anyway -______-

To everyone else,Hi.:3

2010-03-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

Everything is fine.We are fine

2010-03-18T08:00:00.000-07:00

Like ahmygahd hello.

Selamat pagi semua, ini pukul 11.09 malam dan anda disini sangat jobless.

Well there is a whole week of dbqwgequihq ahead so i might as well do this shit.

How long has it beeeennnzz? idk i have not been feeling like pouring out my hearts content on ze blog pasal most of the time balik around 4 or 6 petang dari eight pagi seven days a week so antah. How's that for motivation to talk more about everyday stuff on a blog?Am i making sense?

Current song: She and him-I was made for you. :3

So i have been doin fine. But not my bestest =| i got like wat 60% for both maths and zeolozy tests(WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....i know i should concentrate more, i is trying!) cam baie banar eh -____- but alhamdulilah considering aku revise like what a week saja for each :3

Nvm i have physics & drawing test to ace! ACE!

Have two chem reports

Zeolozy field trip report(ada field trip kepantai this saturday...yay...)

Hab five drawing shizz to siapkan

warghhhh!!!

Oh i drive to school nowdays and tadi aku setaie balik ahir at 7+

It okeh i was not alone. Nevaaarrr aloneee

And i wielded tadi and that felt....like a coming of age thing.HAHAHA like idk i felt like a man in a good way pasal the tcha puji my pace and all and how i can solder at home or sth like that -___- idk i felt mcm i reached a personal goal.

yes this is a regurgitation of the things on the top of my head. i feel like sleeping soon.

Now is soon. Gbyeee and bah update =|

2010-02-22T07:59:00.000-08:00

aku dangar this song on repeat. =( like wth!-_______-

proofreading killed the mood at times tho.Or the lack thereof

haaaaaaaaaaaah, i feel tons of emotions masa ani. apakaaaaannnnnnnn.

my heart is full but my door is always open

you come anytime you want

yeah.

2010-02-21T03:25:00.000-08:00

Current lust: Wrap watches

I don't like being this way :| waaaaaaaaaa!

2010-02-11T08:00:00.000-08:00

23:41:43] 300 vases says:

aku kan ke miri

[23:41:51] 300 vases says:

buka kadai kah tu masa CNY?

[23:43:52] ` sleepy shawty says:

hahahahaah inda!

[23:43:57] ` sleepy shawty says:

miri bnyak kadai cina jua!

[23:44:03] ` sleepy shawty says:

ada kadai india di miri kan????

[23:44:08] 300 vases says:

-__________-

[23:44:19] 300 vases says:

i wonder what they sell

[23:44:58] ` sleepy shawty says:

punani

[23:45:04] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAHAHAHAH

[23:45:13] 300 vases says:

EEEEEEE

[23:45:15] 300 vases says:

HAHAHAHHA

[23:45:16] 300 vases says:

OMG

[23:45:25] 300 vases says:

mas kau tau gabriel iglesias?

[23:45:27] 300 vases says:

XDD

[23:45:49] ` sleepy shawty says:

hahahaa

[23:45:57] ` sleepy shawty says:

related to enrique iglesias?

[23:45:58] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAHAHAHA

[23:46:20] 300 vases says:

yes.BUT FUNNIER!!

[23:46:25] 300 vases says:

Sabar aku bagi link

[23:46:36] 300 vases says:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JYpu8RQq_4Q

[23:46:51] ` sleepy shawty says:

yg berisi ane ka??

[23:46:53] ` sleepy shawty says:

comedian?!!!

[23:46:54] ` sleepy shawty says:

heheheheeh

[23:47:00] 300 vases says:

awuuu

[23:47:05] 300 vases says:

sudah you liat =(

[23:47:07] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAHAH

[23:47:11] ` sleepy shawty says:

ive heard of him before!!

[23:47:15] 300 vases says:

aku atu kan perasan cool

[23:47:34] ` sleepy shawty says:

yeah kami colleagues! (eh cana spelling kn ne?) ahhaha

[23:47:43] ` sleepy shawty says:

sal aku self proclaimed comedian jua. so mcm ia lah

[23:47:44] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAAHAHA

[23:47:47] 300 vases says:

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

[23:47:50] 300 vases says:

AWU AH

[23:47:52] 300 vases says:

[23:48:05] 300 vases says:

awu lurus mas hahahha

[23:48:21] ` sleepy shawty says:

hahahaahaa

[23:48:30] ` sleepy shawty says:

nya mughni bila jalan!

[23:48:32] ` sleepy shawty says:

feb sdh ne lai!

[23:48:33] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAHAHAHHA

[23:48:37] 300 vases says:

yes yes

[23:48:39] 300 vases says:

HAAHHAHA

[23:48:52] 300 vases says:

eh lapaskan ku test this tuesday! XD

[23:49:40] ` sleepy shawty says:

ahhhhh bah bah okey tu!!

[23:49:45] ` sleepy shawty says:

just holaa!!! and kau drive ambil kami semua!!:P

[23:50:54] 300 vases says:

HAHAHHAHAHA

[23:50:56] 300 vases says:

majal ni eh

[23:51:11] 300 vases says:

tadi aku test drive pakai my fren punya car

[23:51:17] 300 vases says:

and durang hesitate

[23:51:19] 300 vases says:

HAHHAHAHAHHA

[23:51:27] 300 vases says:

kana suruh drive 80 saja

[23:51:29] 300 vases says:

-______-

[23:51:31] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA aku mau liat kau drive!!

[23:51:37] ` sleepy shawty says:

wow laju jua!!!!

[23:51:43] 300 vases says:

baie.

[23:51:45] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAHAAHAHAH me inda pernah tu eh 80!

[23:51:46] ` sleepy shawty says:

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

[23:51:48] 300 vases says:

tau ku pulang inda laju

[23:51:54] 300 vases says:

_|_

[23:51:59] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAH

[23:52:02] ` sleepy shawty says:

calie kau ane eh

[23:52:06] ` sleepy shawty says:

i miss kamu!=/

[23:52:12] 300 vases says:

HAHHAHAHAH

[23:52:25] 300 vases says:

kau miss my bluntness kan?:3

[23:52:28] 300 vases says:

hahahha

[23:52:43] 300 vases says:

buduh lah tadi, laju keluar simpang -_______-

[23:52:58] ` sleepy shawty says:

AHAHAHHAHA

[23:53:02] ` sleepy shawty says:

gagas bnr kita jah!!!

[23:54:00] 300 vases says:

AHHAHHA

[23:54:07] 300 vases says:

awu nyamu, ngambil anak

[23:54:15] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAAHAHAHA

[23:54:15] 300 vases says:

pelakian malas mengambil ah

[23:54:18] 300 vases says:

cemanatah jua

[23:54:23] ` sleepy shawty says:

pakai bas kita td? bnyak anak kita sdh jah??

[23:54:28] ` sleepy shawty says:

geng bas skulah!!HAHAHAH

[23:54:46] 300 vases says:

-________- i am not gonna layan that

[23:54:57] ` sleepy shawty says:

it pani..!!

[23:55:01] ` sleepy shawty says:

magagaagagagaga!!!

[23:55:03] 300 vases says:

geng mu jua tu

[23:55:04] 300 vases says:

eeeeeeee

[23:55:06] 300 vases says:

hahahahhaha

[23:55:13] ` sleepy shawty says:

awu kami KOOL kali ah!

[23:55:23] 300 vases says:

mati kali complicated ketawamu

[23:55:32] 300 vases says:

*tries to vocalise*

[23:55:36] 300 vases says:

HAHAHHA

[23:55:39] 300 vases says:

RETARD

[23:55:39] ` sleepy shawty says:

hahahahaa

[23:55:43] ` sleepy shawty says:

kau tu

[23:55:47] ` sleepy shawty says:

:P MAAGAGGAAGGAGGA

[23:56:31] 300 vases says:

-______-

[23:56:44] 300 vases says:

eh valentines day movie thing keluar today kan??

[23:56:45] 300 vases says:

moohh

[23:56:47] 300 vases says:

i wanna see

[23:56:53] ` sleepy shawty says:

apeh!

[23:56:58] ` sleepy shawty says:

saya outdated wf movies!

[23:57:01] ` sleepy shawty says:

aku mau liat eh!

[23:57:10] ` sleepy shawty says:

taylor n taylor ada belakon kan? kissing scene?!!

[23:57:19] 300 vases says:

yes kissing scene

[23:57:29] 300 vases says:

i didnt know that you are this...hormonal

[23:57:33] 300 vases says:

HAHAH

[23:57:39] ` sleepy shawty says:

(taylor swift kissing herself wf the mirror. hence taylor n taylor. ) HAHAHA

[23:57:41] ` sleepy shawty says:

apaakan

[23:57:48] 300 vases says:

-_________-

[23:57:53] 300 vases says:

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

[23:58:02] 300 vases says:

napa cam buduh atukan???

[23:58:09] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

[23:58:16] ` sleepy shawty says:

u shud post that rh blog

[23:58:21] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA i allow u too

[23:58:27] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA lagi palau bunyi nya!

[23:58:31] 300 vases says:

this convo kah?=p

[23:58:52] ` sleepy shawty says:

yes

[23:59:04] 300 vases says:

well kinda mas it does sound a bit palau

[23:59:05] 300 vases says:

[23:59:07] 300 vases says:

BAH!

[23:59:14] 300 vases says:

since aku malas update jua

[23:59:16] 300 vases says:

-____-

[00:00:14] ` sleepy shawty says:

HAHAHAHA yay

aku mengalih kan macam2 color lagi. Kalau jobless sila baca =p HAHAHHA

nites <3

2010-02-03T07:01:00.001-08:00

Salam and hi :)

hehehe aku mellow malam ini sebab idk

aku naik stable tadi masa drive my mum's car...with my mum in it. so yeah.

Aku beparut! like da hell mcm i know i is kurus which makes the parut more offensive -____- like haaahh, do you have to be there? i havent been doing any sit ups or ab crunches (mcm si banar) i did main badminton kampung like hell tadi =| badminton kampung to me is main pakai selipar jipun and at the kawasan dapan rumah where people can see how much you suck.

Oh while main badminton tadi me and naimah saw a blimp like thingy mcm white and pelahan.

I instantaneously said 'naimah!tu a tug boat!' pasal it was moving so slow -_____-

Naimah cakap maybe satellite (made more sense but yeah :| *superiority complex*)

Then kami incoherent:

Me: Batah jua ia kan cross the sky atu (seriously at one point ku pikir kapal captain hook dari peter pan kedua masa anak si wendy kana culik...you'd have to watch to understand=p)

Naimah: *Stares* yeah

Me: what if atu kapal alien and kehabisan minyak *que musik x-files landir to the max* i actually did that.hahaha

Naimah: yeah.Recession.

Both: *laughs*

Kami high masa main badminton. Banyak soundtracks hahahaha yeah.

bah, kan revise maths. Nighttts :D

2010-01-30T07:03:00.000-08:00

I try so hard not to procrastinate but haaahhhh

be entertained by this song while i'm gone yes?

xxxxx

2010-01-16T09:34:00.000-08:00

i know you want this

you want this as much as the next person, am i right?

sexayyyyy....

idk why i think aku high semacam. Macam, i just realized kan ampir dua minggu sudah aku inda check blog urang and aku feel...happy. HAHHAHA

not pasal mcm you guys punya issues, but pasal idk -____- reading blogs do feel like as if i am talking to the blog owners themselves.

Siuk baca blogmu Mas =p aku banyak ketawa ah

Bellesss well yeah, you were with me tadi so you knew my reactions

Fizah you very sibuk person but mehhh aku envious (mcm wanita menuju berkaliberism..is that a word yang boleh diterima?)

Kesian Mina and the unecessary drama yang ada ah.

the rest aku balum check :/

Aku balum update apa2 on my life ah (aku perasan sibuk, heh heh heh ^^)

Bah aku update ni =______=

aku tadi netball...well not quite aku inda main jadi substitute saja pasal yeah...i dont think they wanna risk it?*wails* but siukk the whole week aku practise

Macam i never thought i would do it. Macam anything to do with balls and the potential of them hitting your face( kuning thoughts excluded)

They did hit dua kali on my face on separate occasions -_____- but i survived!Mohoh!

One phobia down, more to go!

So school started and yeah, siuk lah masa lihat balik the faces yang kan ku lihat lagi for the rest of the three years to come.

Ok that sounds sarcastic.

HAHAHAHHA

But its good to meet them balik cuz idk, i like some familiarity other than the walls of my room.

And they nice people=) i don't cross their line and they don't cross mine <3

Ohh, and of course dengan JJ and the tiga cina (i know aku offensive -_____-)

They are always funn. Durang selurukan the former guy yang suka aku dulu. (clue: Cina)

aku guilty to mengumpat bout people when they haven't done anything obviously jahat to me =/ but still aku ketawa.HAHAHAH. Jahat

But seriously, i like being with them pasal durang paham kalau aku diam2 saja -_____- my random 'me' time during the day so macam it doesn't feel i need to say something always

(Alhamdulillah)

Its oredi lateee, mohoh.

2010-01-16T09:00:00.000-08:00

do you think i can be a good musician?

I laughed so much that i am reminded of how long sudah aku inda laugh like that.

I've been so uptight lately and too focused of things yang balum ada so macam... i don't know, i am a bit lost?

Thanks Belle for reminding me of myself =)

2009-12-26T03:15:00.000-08:00

i wanna be like her cause she is fearless =( and lawa in the native alien way (Y)

So Pamily day was today and we caught that movie, it was worth the moneh =D and it got me thinking, if i had the chance to build my own avatar, inda ku mau, sia sia pun saja. Why? pasal it creates identity problems.

But yeah i geddit, mcm apakan people who are trying to force their presence in those who couldn't care less ani, mcm kamonn just give it a peace and build sandcastles -______-

But overall GOOD.I give myself a pat on the back for not having the urge to pee in the middle of it all. Good bladder *pats imaginary bladder*

And so now aku ngalih -_____- hahhah wth i am suppose to be part of the energetic youth of this country and i don't feel any less of an introvert than i was 3 years ago. Panuh jua eh mall ah, mcm idk...i think i just hate people. Large masses of people yang as clueless as you of where to go.

Bought two pairs of shoes! =D i, as a typical bruneian, kalau kana bagi a discount coupon, kan use it with maximum...usage.

Both are in the shade of greyish-hue-shemamers-what.

And you know...my room still looks the same....sigh.Oh! a question, bulih taruh kasut dalam bilik kah? Mcm wouldn't that make my room kamah and inda sesuai for sembahyang?D:

Cuz if it doesn't affect, i might just put a shoerack in my room pasal the ever growing population of.... footwear.

So yeah,

******this was suppose to be posted yesterday*****

2009-12-23T08:02:00.000-08:00

i really really REALLY am digging this song.LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-12-23T07:21:00.002-08:00

I like the key buttons so much :D

*presses with gung-ho-ness*

Fingers feel very satisfied but the other end of the anatomy feels very sakit.

otot2 kencang and this is not even si Mina punya versi =(

i feel multiple sensations (mostly leaning towards pain) hip and below when i attempt to walk, hence aku duduk masih at the same spot for....half an hour sudah. Otot2 kencang.

Reason being? My impulsive side wanted to rearrange everything in the room.And i mean everything.I didn't feel the energy flowed harmoniously(the 'chi' ain't right) and i desperately needed to vaccum my carpet (keluar kuligata at the wrong places sudah....yes its that berhabuk)

I moved almaris, turned shelves, bla bla bla hence a landscape of junk is on my bed.

Aku inda tau dimana kan taruh lagi =(

And now aku lapar =________=

i think the kesan of twenty(au, twenty saja) sit-ups has disappeared before it even had the chance to exist.

The room is all i've been doing this whole week, and it looks more or less the same before the overhaul started(meh!)

I am convinced that aku menghalang kebosanan di tahap maksima sudah cause this is the 6th time ku shift furnitures...and i think i am gonna settle with this and move on with the other things on my to-do list before semester starts cuz yeah, when possible, i wanna do it all!!

now now, benda yang baik lah ;)

Okie.Atu saja

2009-12-19T08:42:00.000-08:00

how on earth do you print screen with a macbook??

*attempts command+p+r+i+n+t+s+c+r+e+e+n*

okay i didnt actually do that but mehhh!

i is still trying to get used to this, and mengapa ia inda mau download the messenger?

where do i get microsoft office for free? *------*

HELP!

2009-12-08T02:55:00.000-08:00

Yes anak kami blonde.

2009-12-08T00:23:00.000-08:00

Mommy, can i have him?=(
I promise i will teach him to be a good Muslim.
And he will sing religious songs on the side.
And he will smile all the way through

One day more to the roadtrip.Oh yes, aku lama sudah inda update, i will be going to KK for a while(4 days to be exact) via road.I remember aku kusut on the road trip to the same place masa dulu.I hope that monster in me will not come out.Heh.
This will be ahhh the first in a while keluar abode of peace (serious.Pasal mama paranoid about stuff, etc etc and i can't go alone, etc etc, i understand) so aku iski -___________-
apparently that face shows i am iski.

And Fizah balik sudah ke KL doing 2nd semester and saya missed that.Haaaaaaaah, in my head 'ada masa masih ni, ada masa masih ni' and then belayar tia. I'll see you soon enough Pijah, Loves.

Aku balum packing by the way.Balum tukar usin and bali a decent backpack and food supplies for the 8 LONG HOURS on the road.Oh, i'll be with my course mates; Miss JJ, Mr.A,Mr R, Mr. K.They are nice people =) why do i feel like i am describing forty somewhats who are inclined to long hours of kaeroke? I've grown closer to them so i'd have to keep reminding myself not to go gila and kusut over the trip. Yes, i anxious about myself.
So things i plan to do in the bus:

Eat
Listen to music.Non-stop
Read a good book(Book i ordered balum sampai =()
Doodle.A lot
Take pictures
Kareoke (apparently ada so looking foward to that!Aku kan beduet -______- HAHAHHAH!)
Paint fingernails?
Braid people's hair
Take pictures of people when they sleep
Count number of domesticated animals i come across with
Listen to other people's playlists
Maybe Sleep

You'd think a person in their right mind would just sleep the whole way through but i just don't sleep in a moving vehicle even if there is a king-sized bed with luscious bedding set(with doilies) in the middle of the bus. I envy people who can =______= hence yatah kusut tu karang.

The guy yang kan ku convertkan atu is Paolo Nutini =3 (macam inda besalah saja)
His voice is the cutest thing i've ever heard! Well not kan teberia kinda voice but ahhh, you'd have to listen to his music lah. The first song i've heard is 'Candy' and i like 'Last Request' too.
To be beside him in the pink mould.Oh he is scottish, idk. Maybe somehow the GREATEST COUSIN OF MINE CAN GRAB HIM IF HE HAPPENS TO BE AROUUND AND SHIP HIM BACK TO BRUNEI.That would be nice,
He smiles a lot in his pictures. Call me crazy but i'd like to think he is smiling at me =) HAHAHAHHAHAH speaking of music, aku inda seberapa ngam dengan owl city. I'VE TRIED. But none of his songs mcm ngam. Reminds me of supermario games repeatedly running in my mind for and endless course of time. -______________-

Say, this is a pretty long post huh?
Bah aku sambung lagi.

I had a little bit of a flu-ish breakout kemarin, You know, the worst, phelgm.I think sebab ketulahan balik ahir for the two consecutive days before -_______- well make it three.
And besides i was in the water for more or less 5 hours trying to swim.Or at least float.
That didn't work. In addition, peach lemon tea came right after that. The two and additional presistent sniffles made the greatest combo to feel sick the day after, which was yesterday. Am i confusing you guys yet?

But the two days of outings was undeniably fun =D i have zits to prove it
First day of outing was impromptu banar -_____- i was barely awake when iylia was on her way to my house. After picking up umi and nadz, we went to syabu syabu (issit?) idk, that steamboat place at kiulap. I think its a great place, better when seats are reserved.
Then ke itb sekejap for briefing then sambung bejalan lagi
Took lotsa pictures, ate some penne and then balik :D
Day two was simply berandam dalam aing from morning till 5-ish, watched 'i hate valentine's day' and midway thru 'up!' umi balik then me.But seriously, the before is buring. And i hate the leading guy.hate. HATE.

I wanted to go to the dst carnival thing but majority won.And majority voted no -_____- aku kan begambar dengan bintang2 AF. Really.

Aku balum mandi dari pagi ni. And i have to bali pants/food/backpack/damiti baju in half an hour or so.

************

Naimah made me decide between paolo nutini and indomee
And i chose indomee =(
So i end for now with one last .jpg
Till the next time =D

Oh and happy holidays everyone~

2009-12-04T08:18:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHA!
idk why but i find the mulan v.clip arah zymers punya blog very funny.
i think i is high....

a girl we're fighting fooooorrrr!!!

bah kamon guys update thy blogs, i need some daily reading masa cuti

:DDDDDDDDDDD
selamat bercuti.Woohoooo!

2009-11-24T03:28:00.000-08:00

i've been thinking a lot.

like a whole lot.
We'll see how it goes.

2009-11-24T02:46:00.001-08:00

Dearest Mina,

Hang in there! :))))))))))) < mua cambaie hahahhahaha, well, i don't think i'd be able to say anything much since -_______- i'm never there for you *stabs self* But all the reasons for loathing your situation now could never outweigh how much you deserve to be there. I guess i know(setaie!) how it feels like to not be completely yourself around people, even if you try to be as much as yourself, there is always that niggling feeling discerning you of your actions and such. But It'll always get better one way or another. But please don't wait.

And again may i repeat.YOU DESERVE TO BE THERE. Macam, of all the years that i knew you, you've been one of the most original characters in my life. Secretly i admire the fact that you took what you love(not saying that i dont love what i have now, HAHHA disclaimer) and dare to love something even if the whole world disagreed. The passion never faded.Mine did.

Bah, if i say more macam kiss ass tia so singan sini saja ah?=)
i have maths exam and i wanna get that A. Nothing less.
Pasal nya cigu 'nerds rule the world'
and aku power hungry.MMMhmmm.

here is lady gaga to inspire you today.<3

2009-11-16T00:41:00.000-08:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

2009-11-14T07:50:00.000-08:00

monday start revision week.MOOHHHH!!!
and ada cerita hindustan dibawah...should i watch?:/ this cerita korean lagi balum ku liat

so today marks the end of belajar period for first semester and it ended with a sorta angin keluar dari baloon when you loosen the knot? was underwhelmed yet had anxieties for this day to end,apakan.
The Biomimetic robot worked!Well its something that we worked on as a team and yeah. feels good to have it over and done with :)))))
Ohh, aku banci this equation:

manual car+ bukit= anxiety hence tetutup injin.

nuff said.
then then went out with iyl jubs tadi, right when i felt like dozing off she rang to ask me out :3

was fun.today is fun.i usually end my weekends skyping with belle.
where are you now? =(

pkul 12.00!

2009-11-14T07:27:00.000-08:00

you know what?

I realize that i lack in bulu kirai to even make a statement.
*sigh*

i should consider investing in a strong color of lipliner to make a statement.MMMhmmm.
papi chulo~~~

2009-11-06T20:46:00.000-08:00

BE HAPPY AND OFFENSIVE AT THE SAME TIME : DDDDDDDDDD
*dances*

i still want nasi lemak.

2009-11-06T20:41:00.000-08:00

NADA KELAS PETANGGG!!!
and now i feel empty....i wanna eat nasi lemak.
i wanna drive to buy nasi lemak.
can i drive to buy nasi lemak??
plis
plis
PLISSSS????

*sigh*

2009-11-05T18:20:00.000-08:00

Sorry Bellleeeee, bout the skype date that didn't happen =(
Aku tidur kemarin and set the alarm at 9 but yeah -______- that didn't work.
I had a long sambung-sambung mimpi of some rabid disease turning humans to idk...biting, half human half wolves thing?
It was sambung2 even masa aku woke up momentarily -______- trilogy dreams.
And sooo, in the end aliens came around to save us, like seriously vividly makan those thangs yang contaminated.Mcm apakaaannn. and apparently, in my dream, humans can breathe underwater

-_____________________- yeah. So Sorry Bebe =(((

To umi, HIiiii, aku kan tetidur masa aku receive ur msg so yeah (>w<)/

2009-11-04T03:13:00.000-08:00

baby nadiahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! HAHAHHAHA. i read your blog! :B and aku iski, pasal u passed! wooooooohoo. im gonna be back this november. nadiah behind the wheels~ hahah. i miss your facial expressions! :(and the sarcasms you throw in between conversations -_____-- hahah.-Kaka Fizah,FB.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, Hi FizaaaAAAAAAaaaaaah(if ure reading this) i knowwww, and entah i have to biasakan kerita pajero dulu : ( i have to get used to BIG,MANUAL CARS yang IMPOSSIBLE on the BUKITS OF BRUNEI.

Teehee, i know, i throw excessive ones sampai my coursemates sometimes inda dapat detect -___________- aku siuk sendiri apply double meanings at everything.

bah, das in por now, tired to da core (>w<)/

2009-11-01T03:42:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Baby Turquoise!

I know it wasn't exactly the day you envisioned it to be and there seems to be something bugging you at the end of the day.

Of course, no one can deny we have been drifting apart, live different lives and that's not being exaggerating even. But a friendship that have grown so old, like us, have deep roots that can withstand all that have and will come our way.
Strong winds may balden our branches,our limbs may get chopped off and nothing would be left of us but charcoal after fire- we'd look different to what we started off from but if those things should ever happen, i am willing to rebuild if you are too.

But i prefer you not to worry so much on these things cause honestly,
i miss that smile that could light up the whole world =(

2009-10-31T01:38:00.000-07:00

Mau liat :(

and look, ada versi korean...i think.

when is the versi tarang but murah kan keluar disini?i even made a puppy face arah mua the cashier. i want a dosage of real romance love shebams right about now :D

and oohh, aku pass dribing.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
It went well, alhamdulilah.The pegawai was nice and kami pakai jalan 3 saja.Aku takut di bukit tadi but it went weeeellll, the pegawai sampat puji lagi, MOH! aku mcm big headed for a while sampai lupa tukar gears di u-turn.Nasib baik ia tagur (i knoeeee, beri nice ^w^)

sooooooooooo yeah =) and oh, happy haloween for those who celebrates it (Y)

2009-10-26T04:47:00.000-07:00

1. physics tutorial(s) should be done by tonight.
2. 2 chem lab reports- pending!
3. Fluids notes to be downloaded.
4. IR chem revision.
5. maths exercises and tutorials should be done before wednesday.
6. Add on at least 3(if i wanna be realistic, 2) more paragraphs on O&G discovery.
7. Revise on petroleum industry.
8. Computer assignment.
9. Which reminds me, physics assignment!
10. Driving lessons and finally, driving test this saturday.

doncha think pitbull should invest on some kekuatan iman since there are just TOO much of lewdy lewd songs just to make procreation more....entertaining?
All in favor say 'aye'

yeah i know.

sesucinya cintamu

2009-10-22T05:03:00.000-07:00

song of the moment: anuar zain-sesucinya cintamu.

i know rrighttt, macam how random can the song be? Not that it's a bad song in any way but yeah...antah, cerita melayu di tibi bawah atu kali...now its playing the happy sunday thing by this dude idk his name. Anyways, aku ingat lagu anuar zain atu, ia kana culik by this stalker girl and i think the girl bunuh ia in the end.I wanna be that girl without the bunuh part. :l
Aku kan culik anuar zain. :l :l :l
HAHAHAHHA!

Aku sakit belakang right now, i've caught the rahmah's backpain syndrome.
Well that is expected after 3 long hours driving a manual car, shifting gears and balancing bukits.
That, and a few blisters on the the left sole of my foot and the base of my right thumb. Well to be precise, the pre-mature pre deciding blisters yang inda menjadi hence macam bangkak saja type of thing.It was panas too, under the scorching sun.MMMhmmmm

But all in all, was okey lahhh, i had my moments too. To be precise

Nadiah ani okay, tapi kadang ada timenya lali bah

As said by cigu tadi.
:l thats nice to know.

Earlier that day, i had a 3 hour design innovation test thing. I build a mosque. Mosqueku bubus.

I hope sir coolies consider the level of rookie's craftsmanship *cross fingers*

But all in all, today is the ngalih. And i am in my weekend baju tidur thing- somehow to me, i'd reward myself by wearing tabal snuggier(?) baju tidur for surviving the weekdays being sane as possible.On weekends pakai flimsy dresses; reason behind? pasal kiranya i need to be more alert so sanang bangun tidur hence awal kesekulah.

Nya adiku macam hibernating bear yang cukur bulu on weekdays.
Bah, off to watch coraline <333

i found the bideo!!!!enjoys.

2009-10-10T07:29:00.000-07:00

What i did today:

Driving practice with Mum and Dad, ada progress (YAY!) ohh, 5 jam sudah so yayyyy again!
Bali calculator baru pasal i forgot where mine was...
Are friends with two chinese boys who willingly wore baju cara melayu*thumbs up* aku bangga!
Ahhh..Saw iylia's car and wanted to put a note on it but then takut ia pikir stalker yang pakai nama nadiah bagi ia?idk, basically inda jadi.
Wanted to drink White chocolate dream tadi pukul 10.30 tapi ada food waiting sudah so *save usin*

What i didn't do today(even if technically today hasn't ended yet{antam})

Skype with belle :l
Revise my maths
Do my Petro report...Computing assignment...etc.
Cuci rambut
Lose 4 pounds?idk
Listen to the songs i am used to.eseh,apakaaaannnnnn.shaddap.

HAHHAHAHAH!yeah.

2009-10-10T06:57:00.001-07:00

Aku banci.
I'm just peeved at the moment pasal msn-ing.
macam.
If you wanna talk to me, just say it.SAY ITTTTTTTTT
ani macam, expecting me to start the convo, i mean heh-looo since kau tagur, kau tah start.
I've got no death defying stories to tell.

So say something more than just giving me those damned question marks!!!
HMMM?HMMMMMM????

obviously i am irritated.

One of dem buis

2009-10-09T04:04:00.000-07:00

Because you're not in the club until you're part of a serious conversation about testicles.True that.

Yayerz~

2009-10-09T00:02:00.000-07:00

Hello :)

aku cuba skin baruzzz!!!
so yeah, aku bangas right now.So feel free to say something nice arah the tagboard.

and to Zym,bah, aku jadi mulan and save the whole of china by fighting mongols(which is ironic pasal ada this inside joke saying that i am a mongol yang sasat then tinggal di Brunei)

so yeah.Hehe.toodles!

<3

2009-10-06T06:43:00.000-07:00

happy birthday dearest pocohantas
ikhlas daripada pasangan sejoli,
nadine dan belle.

selamat ulang tahun sayang.

HAHAHAHHAH!
=)

2009-10-05T04:41:00.000-07:00

Because no matter how hard i try,
i'd always be walking on eggshells.

Hi guysss =D yes it has been berabad gajillion looong taime i knoh, ani pun kajap lagi aku kan mandi just to keep me awake thru the night pasal aku kan antah revise and such.
I wanna regain balik the gelaran teachers pet pasal aku suka pujians :DDDDDDDDD

well not really,its just another excuse to run away from things. =( macam even though things are getting a lot better for me and i become more receptive and such, people are showing their true colors and they aren't the colors i'm used to seeing. Well the pain aint exactly inflicted on me but yeah, another busted situation, like a busted car on a hot summer afternoon.apakan.

so i have not make any official post sebatah ani, not that i've been busy(well i am but mun kan busy saja bila jua kan buat kan?yeah.) but i've kinda been avoiding these words to say.
I know what to say but why should i say it?

And i have been missing out on a lot of things and have been very withdrawn from the people i know the most. I would always feel guiilty all the time for the things that i don't do with you guys. =(

I've been missing out on a lot of updates from Basirah and Amal; we used to share stories just to get by but nowdays, i never do see them online.Even if i do, i just don't have the right words to say.
Same goes for Norbillah, we had been so close and even if we drifted apart , we kinda covered the distance between us.This i couldn't say the same for now.
Nadzirah of course has her own sets of friends, as it should be, but i hope things would be the same after we do catch up =(
And mina, i am just sooo guilty for all the times aku nada or macam setaie or something. Semoga kau okey disana.
And zymah, baru dimalam tani ngechat and atupun pasal pocohantas -________- i feel like i don't have the ability to talk seriously other than make jokes just to let the akward moment pass by.
Si Belle.well yeah.=) Alhamdulilah..i think?idk.You tell me
Si fizah =((((( tani jumpa twice saja and atupun for such a short timespan.Like compare the time to everyday life, time tani jumpa atu sama dengan time urang kurik idung-_______- that brief.
To Nad(idk if ure reading this) i'm sorry inda dapat datang to ur doa selamat on such short notice but i'm guessing ure fine aja =)
To Umi, why don't the constellations align just so we can spend a day(at least) together?=( IMY
To Iylia, i feel so helpless at times when i just don't know what to say when something comes up.I could only hug you that time and even that feels so pathetic on my part.
To Mas, aside from Raya and other really rare random times, we don't really meet up and talk so I'm sorry for that.
And rahmah, even if i tease you to death, i'd like you to know that i couldn't possibly imagine a life not knowing you.It's a compliment mah, just take it as it is.
To Qam and Wani, i'm simply sorry for not getting to know you guys better=((

Maybe i won't ever have the right things to say
but i'd try nonetheless.

2009-10-04T08:30:00.000-07:00

http://www.laphotocabine.com/index.php?type=vc&img=vnfnoc.jpg

and i tag everyone who looks thru my blog now and then to go to the website and do this.

friends are a MUST > :l ku cek tu.

hehhehheheh, love you guysss so much

:DDDDD

2009-09-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

And first day was faaaannnnnn.i think.
i just don't receuve green packets as much as i used to

nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

and i have a parut sudah.nice

but its okeh, it's raya (let us all just take that as a legible reason for everything)
bah esuk lagi bangun awal O......O

Nighttt<33

KEK KURMA

2009-09-20T17:22:00.000-07:00

And the fireworks yet to die out anytime soon.

Oh, Selamat Hari Raya to those who celebrate it out there =) i know some of us do look forward to this time of the year, every year so have all the preparations been made to perfection yet?=D

This is, for the first time, that i do not feel as ecstatic as i should be- it still feels a bit heavy to leave Ramadan and embrace Syawal as it is. For one, i don't think i maximized my efforts during Ramadan where i should be doing more than just fasting and praying, although, i am thankful to be given the opportunity to be a little bit more appreciative of that month =)
And every year, there would be a heavy downpour at the eve of Syawal, of which, according to elderly folks,personifies mother nature's grief to let go of the holy month. And i don't think it's too much to say that i feel the grief too.
But hey, i shouldn't wait for next year just to improve myself roight?:) And who knows,even if this love(for Ramadan) may just be temporary, it has been the best:)

There is also another reason for not looking forward to Syawal, and i think Belle knows it ;) and i bet she beats herself more than i do, but fret not, little lady, everything will work out soon=)
Please do take care of the bracelet that I gave you, and i am sorry for a couple of things:

I'm sorry for the times i won't be there for you,
I'm sorry for the times you couldn't be there for me,
I'm sorry that i couldn't join you and wreck UK as we want it to be,
I'm sorry for not getting you in the future,
I'm sorry if i ever go lame
I'm sorry for the times i'd be too preoccupied to even respond to your bumper stickers requests
And i'm sorry if i ever miss out on the things in between =/

But of course, wat's four years compared to the rest of our lives?
So fret not,we will make it out alive and (insyAllah)even make a couple of people proud, especially me of you =)

So for now, i have someone, although isn't at a par with you, might just have to do for the time being.

my raya date

i promise that he won't replace you in any way
and i will not be affected by his boyish looks
and besides

you make meanest kurma cake that simon cowell would praise, worship, kiss a wall for.

To my friends(and those whom secretly and regularly check this blog)
I'd like to apologise,
for everything
=)

Eid Mubarak pretty people!

when the time is 11.11
i wish for 11.12
just so that i won't wish for you

totally useless

2009-09-10T04:43:00.001-07:00

9 DAYS MOREE!!

and i thought i wasn't counting :(
well, not that i don't look foward to the festive season ahead, its just that i have this constant feeling that i should've maximised my month now*sigh*
well, couple days left and i wish to be more proactive :D

skip skip skip

school is fine=)

it just exhausts me to the core, macam can i have a doppleganger now?like kejap saja just to sit thru class and i dunno, wireless connection between our brains or something while i repay my sleeping debt =________= it kinda affects my health as of now, i do not wish to have twice occurance of 'THAT' time of the month.I'm fragile okaaayyy?not in that sense, wth.

Nailah turned nine yesterday!at 9.9.09!<----majal and aku belum mandi.And i should be revising. and i hate people leaving-_______- can i NOT antar you guys this time?This emotional ball of hormones has attachment issues.Really.
Bah aku antar tah=(

samtimes i dun even get women and their shoe fetish.

but i do want more flats:DDD

2009-09-04T01:41:00.000-07:00

and i love today<3
:D

Dustin

2009-08-29T20:11:00.000-07:00

To date, he has had 33 surgeries
and has just undergone his 34th.

and look ia senyum.=(
it makes you wonder ah,on what does he base his will to move forward; family, love, music?
it all comes down to our own perspectives.
The world is never cruel,not everyone is out to get your french fries.
All in all,he does inspire me today:)
I'm gonna ace my physics test!

(and the pessimistic voice in her crawls into a ball somewhere at the back of her mind.)

2009-08-29T01:40:00.000-07:00

its true, kan belle?

it has come to a point that photobucket can describe how i feel better than i do.

2009-08-25T03:12:00.000-07:00

can you not cough, plis?plis?

plis?

that was me talking to myself the whole day during lecture sessions. I was trying to focus but ehhhh, its like, i have this imaginary phlegm(still) why i say imaginary? cause everytime it try to....excrete it..them.out, i'd come out unsuccessful. Macam by some mini penyapu my throat had, my oesophagus clears up just as i head for the sink! Now i look like i abuse my toilet privileges =_____________=

4th day; its been good i guess, i just cannot stand inadequate amount of sleep saja. So macam i try so hard not to be kusut therefore i'd try to be quiet and hence mcm sasak dunia saja.

Other than that, it has been good i guess?
:DDDD
10 minutes till baduk(an intended underestimation)
so i'll write whenever lagi lah ah?karang?:D macam banar.

2009-08-21T09:06:00.000-07:00

and i say it deviates from the intended purpose but is still good(Y)

2009-08-21T01:53:00.000-07:00

you know what i wanna do?i wanna eat vanilla ice cream but then i'l screw my recovering throat =(( so sabar saja kan?
eh you know what i noticed about my parents?durang ada a love hate relationship =_________=''
is that why i am so difficult too?hahahahh.mbah, ujan ni punya pasal si nadiah ckp macam2

karang sahur!mudahan tebangun :DDDDD

photobucket amuses me.heheh!

2009-08-21T00:07:00.000-07:00

here comes the weekend (yeah yeah yeah!)<--some might know where this came from.if you do, well yay you know which channel i've been watching all this while!

As some of you may know, i had caught on a flu last weekend and yeeeeee i am fully recovered now(i think?) 97% recovered, the rest is still in the phlegm in them bronchial tubes but i feel so much better now. At least i wouldn't fall asleep in the middle of doing something(maths revision, to be exact) so it's all good :DDD I have so much overdued stuff to do =______________='' meeeehh!! well, tomorrow's the start of Ramadhan and i can't wait =) may this time be more fruitful then the last for you, me and the next person you know.

2009-08-16T20:55:00.000-07:00

And i feel a little bit damam.
haaaaa, catch ya later when i get better!

2009-08-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

I never knew this car could be as fast as it was last Thursday.
I know now.

I was glad to have the somewhat impromptu madrush-against-time lunch with Iyl, Omiee(yes, with an O) and Nadz! It was almost impossible in finding a free time slot just for that to happen(believe me when i say that i am exagerrating nothing this time)

For a while i was the happiest in weeks(i'm not saying that i adore them more, please, i'd be happy to go out with my closest friends and that includes YOU, please don't make me decide T----T) It was just the fact that it has been quite some time i've not conversate in a language where people don't pull puzzled faces as if i just cussed their families.

I knew from the start that my jokes would only reach to people of the same level *dramatic* so a week of not being totally myself was a bit..weird, but of course i'll get used to it.

So we talked about all sorts of things, i think, at one point, Iyl even mentioned how well-endowed the newscaster was=_______=''

It would've been nice if everyone could be there *sigh*

Awu, i still feel antisocial now =(

to the people who were getting busy at the tagboard well i say thank you =) kamu visit jua even masa blog ani bangas dungu

please don't give up on me
even after the countless times i'll try to =(

2009-08-15T08:22:00.000-07:00

From an article titled:

11 of the Worst Pickup Lines We've Ever Heard, and the One We Always Appreciate(on msn.com)

i bring you my my top worst(yes.) 7:

1."Are you wearing space pants? Because your rear is out of this world." —Amanda, 21

2."Was your dad a robber? Because he stole the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes."—Jamie, 19

3."Are you from Tennessee?"

"No."

"Are you sure? 'Cause you're the only 10 I see."
—Emily, 20

4."You owe me money."

"Why?"

"You've been living in my heart and you haven't paid rent."—Alanna, 25

5."Was your dad a robber? Because he stole the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes."
—Jamie, 19

6."Your mom is hot! I bet you will look just like her when you are older."—Emily, 27

7."You have nice child-bearing hips." —Kim, 25

the last one is my personal favourite(Y) whoever thought that out must've been either creative or willing to die of embarassment.

He thought he was rainbow

today is 29th July!

2009-07-29T00:16:00.000-07:00

hello ;D

karang last kelas undang-undang :D
awu, i've started this crazy ride into getting one more responsibility as a new adult.
classes are great, i think?i dunno, the seats are not comfortable at times which results in multiple shifts and turns whilst sitting.very attractive.

but yeah,the dilemma now is to take the exam in malay or english?
which do you reckon?
i mean there were a series of questions(in Malay) and lets just say that i would've done better if i wasn't so cocky in answering.
believe me, the obnoxious air wasn't done deliberately but somewhere at the back of my head concluded that if its in Malay then i could easily ace them.

my brain obviously forgotten the part where i am an 'anak melayu ketulahan'

so idk..

updates/notifications:

.Besok start sekolah!
Umillah should get in touch with reality once again.
my 'Y' key is difficult to negotiate with
Azymah should go online more often.
4 days qadha puasa sudah =D
Beaded baju raya (Y) its pretteh *------*

I like group chats now (Y)
Aku update lagi later ah :D mama bought spaghetti and i am not one to reject food

50 FIRST REACTIONS

2009-07-14T07:46:00.000-07:00

Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends. Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this!

1. Beer.- brown

2. Food.- fish

3. Relationships.- don't

4. Your CRUSH.- oblivious?

5. Power Rangers- cool

6. Life.- ordinary miracle

7. The President.- wears pants

8. Yummy.- tummy.ahha, i rhyme

9. Cars.- fairlady

10. Movies.- harry putar?idk

11. Halloween.- mummy

12. Sex.- and the city?

13. Religion.- faith

14. Hate.- swine flu

15. Fear- God

16. Marriage.- inevitable.HAHA

17. Blondes.- Blake Lively

18. Slippers.- bunny?

19. Shoes.- ballet flats

20. Asians.- yellow

21. Pass time.- past tense?

22. One night stand.- cheap hotel

23. My cell Phone.- is a cell phone

24. Smoke.- some cotton candy

25. Fantasy.- money?HAHA

26. College.- fun!

27. High school life.- so so

28. Pajamas.- merah

29. Stars.- are shining for you~

30. Center.- brunei?

31. Alcohol.- is cheap

32. The word love.- is divine

33. Friends.- are family

34. Money.- should grow on trees

35. Heartache.- athmatic

36. Time.- isn't a deterrent.apanya

37. Divorce- no please

38. Dogs.- muffins?

39. Undies.- i wear them

40. Parents- young at heart <3

41. Babies. - i want pretty babies.(Y)

42. Ex. - mana?

43. Song. - secret smile.HAHAH

44. Color. - CRAYONS!

45. Weddings. - Happy endings :)

46. Pizza. - bulat

47. Hangout. - due soon =)

48. Rest.- in peace MJ

49. Goal.- To never give up hope on humanity.I deep.

50.Inspiration- The world =)

vegan burger nyaman.

2009-07-11T07:43:00.002-07:00

:: paper-hearts :: says:
btw how can veggie burger look like actual meat?
300 vases. says:
it kenottt
:: paper-hearts :: says:
like it really does!
300 vases. says:
unless meat grow on trees
:: paper-hearts :: says:
but but the kfc ~vegan chicken looks like actual chickennnn
and the burger king one srsly looks like meat
if aku vegetarian i wont makan cause srsly O_O
300 vases. says:
ahahahha
antah
the stuff they put into burgers
:: paper-hearts :: says:
oh when u said meat grows on trees...mcm mmbrigali bunyinnya
and mmbrijap
300 vases. says:
ahahahah
i know rite
aku imagine mcm cow calves
hanging by branches
:: paper-hearts :: says:
eugh
300 vases. says:
mcm barat usulnya
mcm the branches sagging
meat fruits
:: paper-hearts :: says:
omg ewwww
300 vases. says:
meat fruit jam
:: paper-hearts :: says:
can u imagine instead of juice its blood?
300 vases. says:
ada pulp
:: paper-hearts :: says:
eeeeewww
300 vases. says:
HAHAHHAHAHA
:: paper-hearts :: says:
ur really thinking this thru "=_____=
300 vases. says:
yis.
i always do
:: paper-hearts :: says:
and then when u bite on the fruit u have blood dripping instead of juice and its meaty instead of crunchy
yum
300 vases. says:
ahahahhahaha
i know riiittteeee
and people serve mcm watermelon

aku minta izin sudah inda papa. XD

aku fernando, kau siapa?

2009-07-11T04:41:00.000-07:00

aku mau lawa sebelum starts sekulah.is that wrong??
i want an effective face masque yang tercabut jua all the white heads olehnya
i want spot corrector yang banish bakats within 2 days time
i want the undereye cream thing to enable my tired looking eyes a second chance
i want a formula which makes my skin indestructible in rain or shine
i want no shine

aku betudung kan so no need to improve on my hair.

this is rare here.

awu brunei sajuk

you know the auto correct thing atu suggest buttercup to fix tercabut, indakan ali2 tu...

2009-07-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

AND I AM OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU!!!!berijap.

babi banar damam babi ani.

All i hear is raindrops...

2009-07-09T05:22:00.000-07:00

status: Nadiah is blasted off to the moon last Monday and has been there ever since.

yeah, that pretty much explains why i have been inactive for hmmm... a few weeks now?
The moon people were nice and no, there weren't any blue cheese there...not that it matters to anyone i know.

so the next agenda is this:

School starts in about a week.Time to panic.

Its just too sooon and with the babi epidemic and all, its difficult for one to be as excited as one can be. And that also would mean less time could be spent on unecessary day outs and the much needed bonding time that me and the girls have been missing out on

Life is a tragedy.is sad.

but but on the good side, i can now pursue the dream of which seemed untangible to me months ago when i was little. *nerd mode* hey i coolawu, its just for the sake of an update.
and i miss you guys.

I REALLY DOOO!!!

=(

naughty monkey

2009-06-01T02:11:00.000-07:00

they're so beautiful(T---T)

i think i'm in love
<33333

11.11

2009-05-31T08:00:00.000-07:00

who the hell is prince zimboo and why the hell does he have 999 wives?why not 1000 and be done with it?How on earth does he gather 999 wives?he is on the msn page by the way.Somehow, i'd find myself reading one of those bizzare articles posted just for the sake of knowing something so random that it surpasses my own level. At some point today, i even suggested to my parents that we all skydive or go kayak-ing just because we were plain bored.But yeah, today is today, tmro is sth else.

EH!INDA BATAH LAGI PUASA AND AKU BALUM QADHA!!!!(=......=""") meh.

jem they mp3 | lyrics

its 11.11!make a wishhhhhhhhhh

free music downloads | funny games | pictures

i'm sweet like sugar

2009-05-30T19:58:00.000-07:00

So the long awaited weekend is here and with moolah flowing everywhere, I’d be too hopeful to find empty malls to roam in or vacant cinema seats even. So what’s a girl to do in these situations? Well join the marathon of spending senselessly till pockets run dry of course!

You’d be a fool to use the saying ‘good things comes to those who wait’ when bargains are flying off the shelves. So I should be out and about right? Well, not unless my license and a decent car magically appears to bring me places without mustering up at least a tint of guilt in me.

Yes people, I’d usually feel sinful after every purchase I make and well and it can never be removed, fortunately. Cause I don’t think it would be good for the bowels of the people around me if I adopt a newly found addiction that is shopping. I’d be constantly sweating nervously near a store, battling out with my inner demons to either oppose or destroy. It is as if your brain goes on autodrive and all logic seem to disappear upon deciding whether to add another faux leather bag upon the existing 8 in the closet.

“But this one has the shiny silver thing which matches the pair of generic gladiators I’m wearing now”

Yes Nadiah, but do you really need it? I ponder a while, putting it back, looking the other way; and yet, the bag manages to come out of the shop and back home, go figure.

We tend to be deluded. Women and our purchases. Sheesh.

But my demons are controlled now:D the rampaging shopping spree only happens when I am really at a bottom low. Kan kan kan?=p

Instead, I think the family and I will be heading to the beach today but oh the weather doesn’t seem to compromise with the idea; clouds yet to be towed in and the globe of fire yet to get its dose of caffeine for the day.We’ll just wait and see where I end up today.

Have a blast everyone!

Soundtrack today: She’s like a star-taio cruz(daymmm, I am feeling it!)

the great good-er.You think i make sense to myself?

2009-05-23T17:07:00.000-07:00

aku masane hangout dgn two of the coolest creatures in the world-missy and comel.

no, you are not at the wrong blog, i am actually with them pasal si belle has other important things to do =p
and ohhh!si missy bit me hand for the first time dimalamm =D (que for people to go 'kenapa si nadiah masochist ane kan?') not the sakit one but the kiss one?well, accordin to belle that is.
si comel is just simply unresponsive...irresponsive?honestly, someone should throw me a dictionary

on an unrelated note, i've been visiting the office's toilet once too often; mind you, its just too cold for me there..and i have not been chugging down crazy amounts of water/fluids disana-but the milo is served three times per day so i think that kinda contributes to my um....my water system?my ecosystem.XD

so on an average, i visit the jamban at least 4 times per day...6 on a bad day and it's not like the loo is a two steps away, nu-uhh, i have to at least walk 3 metres before arriving where i wanna be.malu ehhh, mcm people around me would assume that i have poor bladdar coordinations or sth.

and i can never dechiper what is the most suitable facial expression when yoy have some sort of contact with people in the jamban-mcm what face would you give to a person who jus came out of the cubicle?indakan senyum kali.karang urang fikir mcm tani senyum pasal tani tau that person just did her/his business. karang if marung macam, people would think we DESPERATELY need to go, when in fact we think the first option, that is to have the parabolic curve plastered all over our face would somehow, offend them.

hahahahha, i've had too much time thinking in the toilet XD

oh, kepada MASMAHIRAH yang akan menyambut hari jadinya besok, HAPPY 20 MAHNNNN!!
aku inda bagi kau hadiah kemarin pasal usinku belum keluar dan i has been busy XD but i wish you the shembamers and everything good..well more good, gooder things to happen for you from here onwards =D

you know, i like showering nowdays.weird but true

<3

si nadine

2009-05-22T16:54:00.000-07:00

tears wont leave scars

so i'm all right :)

mims.

2009-05-16T05:17:00.000-07:00

ha-ha-haaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiii-eeeeeeeeeeee :D

aku sebenarnya dari tadi ampai2 dapan lappy namun aku tidak tergarak hati akan memblog.
ahh, screw it, my malay sucks, i am cursed, as of hundreds of bruneians out there.

as if it isn't obvious, i have been spending my days here at home mengampai...when i should actually be excercising.i feel tebabar....my thighs...my thighs...*sigh*

i wanna be like that cat

so okey, what i have been doin lately?well, just check the facebook laaah for pictures =p
and oh, i have been busily watching this when i am at...you know where:

BUIS OBAR PLOWERSSSSSS!!

siuk jua lah.its just that i've seen the japanese version and uhmm, the storyline is kind of the same?
mind you, i don't watch the mandarin one pasal aku inda suka family si san chai...mcm one cd baru, tarus give up XD

i actually like si ji hoo(rambut uren) but mcm people strongly reject the idea =_____= mcm si jun pyo atu kiut pulang but meh, i don't usually go for leading men =p

the guy yang pakai bow atu beri cute.yang the ujung skali atu sadang jua lah, bulih di lliat muanya....who am i to judge urang punya mua right?=______=

'slug' i made di skulah last year =______= nobody got the idea tho...
hahahha, siuk sendiri XD

bah, maybe later i will blog?=)))
drop me comments people<3

Baby Turtles

2009-05-09T02:52:00.000-07:00

greetings.

so i've been that way.you know.partially naked and eating in bed.

well not quite.i lied.

well the award thingy happened today and siukkkkkkkk
macam i finally realized, it just clicked for me that i have actually graduated
and now mcm i feel like those baby turtles yang kana lapaskan to the sea-left alone to fend for themselves.

but yeahh, all in due time, i'd be able to take it as it is.And also, i'd like to point out, i miss everyone.mcm REALLY berabis.even those i have not seen before in my life but was the same pteB batch as me.Its just not the same anymore now =(((

well, bsp is just fine, macam you go to the office, work a while, makan then balik then dirumah menalur with them 5 XD

is funnnnn=D

no Umi...or Zym, or mas, belle,iylia or anyone yang baca this blog, i am not trying to point out how bahagia i am there. I do feel like i am betraying you guys at times but *sigh* i do hope you would understand

you are the who people i run to.

bah, thats it for now, me mama mental karang =)
loves youuu preetty people

imagine aku cakap petty people.baie tu eh.apakan

where is my pretty boy?

2009-05-03T04:21:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHHHH!!!
like finally bah
atu pun macam aku kan go kajap lagi =________=

so okey, recap of what i have done todayyyy
so pagi2 kan jogging (kiranya kan you know, be fit and all, he supossed plan which is malar delayed)
but then i slept late the night before, like the karan tutup for a while and nada karan and panas and yeah, my mom kept on ingkul2ing this lampung thing antah so macam overall, aku ahir bangun.

then went out pasal it is QAMARIAH"S birthday todayyyy!!!it was kind of a last minute thing so we went out and did uhh,spontaneous stuff =_____=

so last2 ke arcade kareoke =______= and sang like uh...eight songs??- peterpan, bee gees, backstreet boys, spice girls, six pence none the richer, nsync...two i forgot. adalah tu

then petang ada this hi tea thing with them nini babah geng at sri shmams. itu benar siuk dan saya mahu ianya lebih panjang namun masa tidak memberi karena saya ada commitments lain =______=

aku malas edit lagi ne cuz m running outta time =(((( so much to say, so little given.just tegur2 saja when online, i'l gladly explain n shebams.....masa aku good mood lah =p

i love you,pretty people =)

aku selisma dan sore throat.Bukan demam babi, i still can eat (Y)

bah, long delayed eh=p byyyyyeeeeeee

<3

todays people is umi. so yeah.but i love you guys equally, don't make me decideeee, i melt under pressure =______=

technology is good

2009-04-27T21:41:00.000-07:00

i have the signalllll!!!technology is bliss!!
hahahahahahha
i've been deprived okey, when one is used to being so close to facebook all the time,i should be acting at least a bit attached, deranged even.
but lets not go that far, after all, i'll be blogging lagi in uh, three days time?
so fret not (cehhhh mcm taie bunyinya)

so what am i doing currently?
waiting for me mama to pick me up and jalan bali jamuran thingy.
i couldn't be bothered to change me clothes into something more breezy so i'll just immerse myself in cold streaming shower right after the buying binge.

which reminds me....

i have to pack.bawang kisar.

so till then people(Mas)

<3<3<3

Dreams

2009-04-16T07:45:00.000-07:00

Do you still remember her?hahha, i use to watch the series and until now i do not get it, especially ada this episode yang the half kuda half manusia lahir from a manusia??yeah.
so this picture pretty explains a lot on how i feel when i watch the show.

no i did not have dreams about her cuz it would be a first degree rambang and downright abnormal

so yes i said at the last post that it would be my last post but i rummage thru articles on msn and i just have to post it

it has nothing to do with taylor lautner.

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Life may be just a dream, but how do we interpret it? What we dream at night can give us clues about what is important to us in waking life. Dreams help us to process our conscious thoughts and can give us new and important insights into the problems and challenges we face in the world. Although we may have strange and unusual dreams, there are a number of common dreams that many of us experience over and over again. Read the interpretations below for an explanation of symbols that seem to appear frequently in dreams.

1. Faulty or lost items: your phone won't work, your car breaks down, or you can't find your husband.
This dream is alerting you to areas of your life that need repair or extra care right now. You may want to slow down and pay more attention to the realm of life indicated. For example, if you dream of your phone not working, notice how you are communicating to others now. Are you doing everything you can to get your message across in a positive way? If not, you may want to tune up this area of your life.

2. Money: you received a windfall, or you lost your savings in the stock market.
Money in dreams symbolizes what you value or find important in life. If you dream of suddenly receiving a sum of money, this indicates that you are at a time in your life when your values are becoming very clear to you. If you have dreams of losing money, you may be experiencing a time of feeling separated from your sense of meaning in life. Try to explore what has been important to you in the past to see if your values have changed or altered over time.

3. You find yourself back in the classroom, or you've failed a test.
This dream indicates that there is a challenge in your life and you fear failing. It also can mean that you may feel that you have regressed in some way and are not up to the task currently at hand. You may also feel judged or tested by an authority figure or someone who is in charge of you in some way.

4. You or a loved one is ill or dying.
You may be approaching a time of great change when some parts of your life are falling away and disappearing. This dream is helping you to practice the feelings of loss that you may be having as the elements of your life or your relationships with others change and evolve. It is rare that this dream forecasts an actual death or illness, but it still might be a good idea to get a checkup or pay extra attention to your health now.

5. Being chased.
Being chased in a dream indicates that you may be feeling you have a lot of responsibilities that you are having a hard time keeping up with. This dream is often known as a "stress dream," indicating that its presence is a sign to try to relax and slow down.

6. Teeth: you're smiling with nice, clean teeth, or your teeth are breaking off or forming cavities.
Teeth represent time, stability, and maturity. The state of the teeth in your dream will give important clues as to what your relationships and feelings are related to these important life themes.

7. Nudity.
Dreams where you or someone else appears nude relate to feelings of being exposed or vulnerable in waking life. You may currently be having an experience where everyone else seems to know about your problems and issues, and you are having a hard time processing your situation privately.

8. Falling, flying, or sinking.
Changing direction, either going up or down in a dream, indicates where your awareness is in waking life. Dreams of falling or sinking symbolize a time of being more aware of your unconscious mind and deepest innermost thoughts, feelings, and memories. Dreams of flying indicate that you are exploring your conscious mind at this time or connecting to the realm of spirits, angels, and other energetic beings.

9. Water
Water in dreams is a sign that a certain emotional situation or experience is of importance in your life. Now is a good time to pay particular attention to your feelings and the realm of the imagination, dreams, and fantasies. The condition or state of the water will give clues as to the exact nature of your experience. Hurricanes and storms can indicate more challenging emotional situations, and on the opposite side, gentle streams and lakes indicate a more calm and peaceful emotional state or even a love or romantic connection.

10. Missing a boat, plane, bus, etc.
Transportation vehicles in dreams symbolize the ability to move and act in the world. They represent our will, desire, and skill at accomplishing and manifesting our dreams and goals. When one of these vehicles is missing, it can mean that we are having a hard time finding the motivation to act and move in the world. We may need to reconnect with what drives or propels us into creatively manifesting our dreams.

Developing the skill to interpret and make the most of your dream messages is an easy and enjoyable process and can be done by just about anyone.

Quick Tips to Interpret and Benefit from Your Dreams:
1. Keep a dream journal near your bed to record your dreams.
2. Read through your journal once a week and underline repeating dream symbols, terms, people, and themes that arise.
3. Use the guide above to track your current emotional state and life issues, and notice the patterns and timing of their evolution.
4. Try to identify any dream symbols (cars, teeth, water) that appear in your waking life, noticing which appear with greater frequency and the nature of your interaction with these symbols. Is there any overlap between your waking and dreaming life?

latest dream is in red.if it isn't obvious.Okeh, nighttttt people =) lemme know ur current dreammss~~

facial hair

2009-04-16T06:30:00.000-07:00

i think i need some facial hair.

that makes post number 3 minimum for this week!nyehehehhehehehehhehehehehhe
wont be writing till thursdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

Have you seen Nadiah lately?

2009-04-14T19:29:00.000-07:00

i need that cheeseburgers right about now =(
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh
why do you feel this way nadiah, why?You should feel so damn lucky at the moment.
i do i do.
*siggghhhh*
i'll just continue when my head is clearer.
it's soo fogged up at the moment that i forgot to flip the switch thing form keep to cook.
issit so hard to just click that red latch thing Nadiah?
so i had left the rice...rice grains?padi grains?
i left them grains sitting in the water for an HOUR in the rice cooker.
so they were just there, labui2 until something made me realise of ...the situation.Yes its a situation people, if nasinya kambang and bida and inda masak on time, tambah kusut ku lagi.

on a lighter note, i got my teeth fixed and the doctor they are okey, my teeth that is.MY TEETH ARE OKEY FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER!!
macam slalunya if i go to the dentist, i'd return with appointments to fix the tambal, add more tambal, my teeth bari gali and such.
so mcm heyyy!!Brushing teeth is good.
I just changed the filler this time pasal masa aku makan sakit the gigi rahang dibawah diblakang.

i need reassurance.

yes.

p.s: Qamariah, if ure reading this, i is rocking to the background music of ur blog right now (Y)

Nadiah, how are you?

2009-04-14T03:41:00.000-07:00

yes it isss!!yet so far awayyy =((
but whatever mahnnn, everything will be aiiighhttt in the end, whatever works XD

its my colorful time of the month againn~~
and how colorful is this month?very.

so updates updates...ahhh, to those yang balum tau, i'll tell some other time, i don't wanna jinx anything(hey, a girl have principles, including superstitions okey?Plant a tree somewhere if you have anything against it)
but to those yang sudah tau of my stance at the moment, no worriesssssss, we will stay friends, MAS!!=pppp
and i quote umi "even if you guys balik2 untie the strings, i will balik2 tie it back" or something like that.It was more effective when umi said it.

masalahnya now aku inda pandai masak, mcm i know its inevitable but wadaheck, it wasn't very tangible in my head that i would HAVE to masak you know, i usually waste my time on something else rather than feeding the family.And yes, tangible is overrated...ahem according to some.
And that same someone insisted that i changed my layout because the font is too small, is that how the rest of you feel too?is that why no one blogs anymore?pasal nadiah punya blog bida?*reverse narcisstic mode??* but hey, that made me realize that this blog do have a purpose...purposes.
I have been selfish not updating it as, some have said,tau2 saja siapa, yang this is the only way left for us to 'communicate'

Whats left of us if we don't, Nadiah?
okey, no one quoted that, just the sinetron in my head where i am the lead character with the camera spanning in and out of focus whilst the dramatic music plays on continuous, excess repeats.Inda ja?

So yeahhh, i will now,put more effort in blogging maybe 3 times a week minimum.we'll see how long that vow lasts.
So yeah.....my mum suruh kaut 'daindah' and sth bout inda pandai masak blah blah =______= so i better go now?=) till nexxxxttt ttiiiimmmeeehhhhh

success!

One of the boys

2009-04-14T01:42:00.000-07:00

noh noh people, you're not at a wrong place, this is still Nadiah's bloggie, not some random fan of korean boys although i *ahem*used to be one.Still am!But the glitter dust have been blown away and i can see clearly now =p
But this aint gonna be a post where i share my affections towards their chins, brows, 6-packs, 18-packs; god knows where.
Although they do make great guilty pleasures *wink*wink*

eh i'm not talking bout that section.=_____=

you know, how they do not look like the guys we find in the streets, not that we do find random guys out in the streets.And from trustworthy resources(not Wiki, mind you) them street boys of Korea ain't so dazzling as after eyelid surgeries and millions of hours packing buns at the gym.

a trend boys keen on following these days?:p
mehh, who am i to judge, eyecandy.com!

And i digressed.

why have i posted particular pictures of specifically these two men?
because i simply look like them.

someone *ahem* pointed these things out looong time ago when we were watching both my girl and princess hours dvd's so for those whom have watched these dramas, you guys would know who these men are

By no means am i proud to push myself higher by relating my face to theirs
And by no means that these are good traits; who in the world would want to look like men??
sure they are pretty men but you could just add boobs and they'll look like me, or by adding an adam's apple, i'd look like them =_______=
People would usually go 'oh you faintly look like Jessica Alba'
or
'your teeth somewhat resembles teeth of (insert famous FEMALE actor/actress/artist/plumber here)'
so do you get my dilemma of living in the ever so growing androgyneous world?is that how you spell androgyneous?

can you spot the adam's apple anywhere??!O.....O

my nose =________=

he acually looks quite cute here.
by saying him being cute, is that indirectly praising myself too??

this picture is just funny on its own XD

Lee jun ki: Are you sure you're a girl, Nadiah?
Are you?are you so sure now?

Simply Shocking.
Who are your famous twin/triplets?O.....O let me know.

p.s: This post is totally random so, do bear that in mind =p

active

2009-04-05T02:45:00.000-07:00

hehehheheh, i still alive.
I am just active on polyvore so i'll meet you there XD

fizah<3

2009-04-01T18:39:00.000-07:00

this is long overdued.

fizah by nadinenadine featuring Forever21 accessories

as you can see, i made a set to represent (some of) Fizah's faves of which i know. =)
It ain't quite accurate, as that is not the point, but more of a brainstorm depicting what Fizah reminds me of, and vice versa.
Sebenarnya aku nada gambar fizah and aku addicted to polyvore, i was just trying to cover up my addiction.HAHAHAHHA!

well okey, since i have lotsa time at the moment, it wouldn't hurt to explain the polyvore above =p
basically,
1) Fizah makes me smile =)
2)the colorful squiggles on the right represents her creative outlook and fun loving nature which is supported by
3) the tv shows that she watches, and she watches a lot of tv (awu englishku lawa, napa?=p)
4)Spongebob squarepants is her stress reliever....si patrick pulang tu.
5) while cute sushi rolls and overrated cupcakes are her adoration XD (mesti nyaman jua laa)
6) she has these tendencies to be immersed into the books, novels she reads(of which i don't do, at all)
7) her latest read is sth bout these middle eastern girls/indian.....actually i dunno, but i remember they were pretty colorful, so i added the spice inspired earrings and bangles into the picture
8)what can i say, she loves the sun XD.....or the sun loves her more =p
9)on a good sunday, or any day for that matter, tees and a pair of jeans would be her choice?=D
10) her newly found love...ballet flats, welcome to the club~~XDhahahahah lameeeee! XD
11) The air balloons represents her dreams which, like all of us, will take time to reach and it would be quite high up but, getting there is so much worthwhile.aku cheesy.i know.

so yeah, i won't put in mushy shebams here, you know i love you fiz =)

you're brighter than sunshine!<3

i did it

2009-03-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

HAHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I FINALLY DID IT!

I DECIDED

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!

Bismilahirahmanirahim.

eye candy

2009-03-24T22:02:00.000-07:00

so okey, i hear you saying 'what the hell was she rummaging through?'

'and what the hell is eye candy??'

well, it started off innocent enough as i goggled for *ahem* reviews of a particular uni and well frankly, people do care what you look like at unis.

vanity-1, au naturalle-o

So these are the sippets of which i find very funny XD (eye candy section only)

by the way, before i start, i must say that these are just harmless,random ramblings so jangantah kan mental.

the good:

HHAHAHAHA!!I am on track with this girl!WOOT!!

(make time for oogling guys, Wednesdays: check.)

EYECANDY.COM!!HAHAHHA!!! Wow, very confident that he is the one for her.Well, so far so good~palui eh, distracted ne karang...

note to self:Libraries.

gila basar rationya atu, mcm, you can practically put these boys on sushi conveyor belts for you to pick!(yes, a mental imagery appeared in my mind)well, the bearable looking ones, that is.

But *sigh* very tall men =( in shorts.Ok the latter bears no significance but 'Very tall men' sounds very intimidating.Like hello, i can barely make my height on par with my exisiting taller(not tall, just taller) friends even in 3 inch heels!

There is no way i am gonna wear 5 -inch platforms to lectures, risking my waterface if my body decides to go klutz on itself.Jadi lipas saja.scurry pass people until tpijak.

but imagine mcm if these anglo-titans talk to me from a skyview height, both men and women.I mean, my world would be filled with constant echoes and bellowing vocals from a height impossible for me to reach without the ridiculous 5 inch disco platforms mentioned above.And besides, disco is dead.

the bad:

hehehe, i gets you mahnn..i think he asian.

oh oh!Banar tuuu =_____= karang ada tu this scrawny dude yang perasan hot tah jua like =______= and the boys would be hoolingans..everyday of the week.

pasal kau bida kan?

so yeah, uni reviews are always fun to read.There would always be parts on night life and boozing which find very mmmhmm, manasaja kamu.

It just hit me that i would have to make new friends.FRIENDS!OF THE RAINBOW COLORS!!Not that i discriminate*insert silence here* but gahhhhhh, okey,i do admit that i sometimes do come off a bit cold and introveted but thats because I AM COLD AND INTROVERTED =_____= and i'd have to project myself on assignments and classes of which i didn't previously.Cultures are different,aren't they?macam okey, i give a scene ah

if anak atu bjabir dalam kelas..apatah saja ia jabirkan

a)teachers here would think that we have this insatiable thirst for attention(pasal tani ganya yang menjawab and urang lain diam)

but

b)teachers there would expect you to shout out all the thoughts you have.Basically, bjabir all you want and there would be standing ovations all the time.Ok i exaggerate but there is some truth in what i say, as ignorant as i sound.

i know

both sides do have valid reasons; here, we appreciate silent speeches and meaningful long thoughts before saying it alound, just to hear if they do make sense,the thoughts i mean.

but

there, spontaneous, raw ideas are more appreciated as it shows how quickly a student think upon a matter, how brave a person is in giving opinions, how americano a person is.

To put it simply, rice is good but a big Mac makes a better impression.awu.

hahahha, tapi aku tatap makan nasi!!!

i'm gonna bring a tribal outfit and 2 rubber duckies IF i do get this thing.Get back to earth, girl.

i find the extract below very inspiring so i'll end with that so it could(if it does make sense) inspire something as it did to me.=)

p.s: The images used are merely for exhibitional purposes only, i get no money from distributing and editing them. yes.

trampoline

2009-03-23T03:59:00.000-07:00

Yes.Aku tukar lagi the blogskin.Why so flaky Nadiah?Because the last skin mcm beulah something bout the damn bandwidth hence this skin, i'd like to take the opportunity to praise the creative blogskin makers as without them, my blog would look like your blog and then we would have to compete with each other on the quality of our blog posts which i might say, pretty damn random.Why?Because I don't have a trampoline or the bungee jumper machine at my backyard(not that Bruneians do own a backyard) so i do not qualify for the 'whose daily plan is to die for' competition, if there is such a thing.

Bah, aku update someother time....or karang, i am polyvoring at the moment XD

i created some sets!!(yes, heavily procrastinating....awu, i actually have to do something better than this but mehhh =____=')

Friday escapades - by nadinenadine on Polyvore.com
image above is my first set! XD

daydreamin - by nadinenadine on Polyvore.com

i think they are pretty....awu aku perasan.HAHHA!

pardon me.

2009-03-17T21:06:00.000-07:00

hello sunshineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

well, i feel better today, after a long sleepless night..i think i am suffering from a mild case of insomnia but soon to be confirmed.So i have been missing my friends lately;everyone, in fact.It's understandable that they are busy at the moment making up for the time lost/memory lost/ climbing to a higher dream/ mopping up a murder scene so i'll just be patiently cementing my butt to a position which still enables me to see my laptop screen.well until i feel like showering or one of them calls me up and plan a day out soon, or something.I'm quite hungry at the moment.

and i haven't taken my leaving ceterficate.Is that a big deal?maybe.

time of the month.

Hippie armpitty

2009-03-17T08:15:00.000-07:00

its that time of the month again.

that time of the month when the underarms have no restrain upon its secretions.
why, you ask, of me-why do i need to state this..here?

pasal i stank up the whole building last sunday and any form of cleansing rituals was out of my capabilities.

ok, let me just describe the situation-so i was standin there, passionately teaching these form sixers some differentiation and suddenly my armpits were feeling passionate too.Oblivious of my own...smell, i whiffed it up and thought to myself 'whoa, someone forgot to apply the goods'

so i was standing there thinking...dari mana kan bau atu?presistently having this notion that i was not the cause.

5 minutes after that, the einstein in my head decided to wake up and pfffhh....it was all too late.I searched for my daily spray and turns out that it was one of those lucky days that i decide to leave it at home.Smart.

So i continued for about half an hour, trying my best to conceal any sense of guilt....or any affirmation of the B.O, clamping as best as i could whilst moving my hands and limbs in the sanest way possible.Mind you, I tried my best.

i mean why world why?why rexona?

why did you fail me down??

i thought we had something special.

an everlasting partnership.

i guess i was wrong,

and i admit,

i do have,

too much rainbow under the great big skies of

my armpit.

i.love.these.coats

is this a coat?antah.

yes, aku iski for nothing.

i intend no infringement of images such and such, i get no benefits from this.

Canada

2009-03-12T07:45:00.000-07:00

hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory
hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory hunkydory

basirah told me that it's 'okie dokie' in Canada. X)

i believe

2009-03-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

so some may have noticed my status so far: Nadiah Yaani wants to Bungee jump!Whooo~~
its nothing big really but I FEEL SO EFFING HAPPY!!!HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
*i believe i can fly-r.kelly's in the back of my mind*

i salute this guy for being upfrontal with his emotions.

Fly high high highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~

4 down, 1 to go~~X)

i intend no infringement.i get no money.

....

2009-03-10T01:48:00.000-07:00

because it is a sexy song nevertheless.

His dignity upon the cold pavements.

2009-03-09T21:42:00.001-07:00

I was out with the family the other day; a soto night out you might say. And since mum was too tired to cook, it was a befitting 'eat-outing' on a cold, rainy night.So we arrived at a restaurant near kiulap and seated ourselves comfortably behind a round table inside the building, sheltered from the pouring rain. All was well; bowls of hot soup steamed lazily in front of our faces, generating warmth in contrast to the chilly atmosphere.Then a slight disturbance was heard from a table nearby- a small boy being questioned of his basketful of homemade cakes and such. "apa namamu lai?" the woman asked while taking out a couple of dollars from her wallet. The man seated across her stopped eating for a while and examined the boy- exhausted, clothes wet and only a songkok protecting his head.

As the little boy answered her question in the most timid voice, the woman pressed on with a few more curious inquiries: where he was from, where are his parents, was he alone.

I only caught a glance of the little boy;not that i was arrogant or ignorant of his presence, but more of how i am familiar with the condition he is in.

As far as i know,everyday, he would walk around the shopping centre near the Berakas School, hanging around the restaurants and any eatery nearby. While others busily order food as they please, he attends to opportunities to sell, with only thin pair of slippers, flimsy shorts and a well worn out soccer jersey.

He knew me; he knew my family-a silent conformity that people have upon a few chance encounters.Those encounters were located so far away from where he was that night.How he even got to the soto restaurant was shocking for me.

He left as quickly as he arrived, without approaching our table.My mother pointed that out in the midst of me anticipating his meek voice, in hoping that money could be made. The situation had left frusturated on a number of levels.

Why did he deliberately avoid us?

Did we look that menacing?

Was he that embarassed?

It, i think, the decision he made, was due to dignity and respect-neither random strangers nor helping hands.He was polite in that sense which breaks my heart further.

I have pondered upon how it would be in his shoes; to face people as he was, bleaching away his pride, his sense of self, his purpose in life. Would that be it until he grows up?what can he do with no education?

i had once placed all my anger upon his parents for shouldering such burden alone at such a tender age. But who am i to judge their situation which i scarcely know of.

It was just unfair to me how his chance of being whoever he wants to be, the time and experience to see who he will eventually be, is stripped away from him forever.

While other children munch up fast foods, he gulps down his own saliva when his tummy rumbles; while some children have bubble baths hours on, he sits under a shade to protect him from the scorching sun of the midday sun; while some dreads school, he imagines how it would be like to just sit in a classroom, be taught by teachers, have homeworks and music lessons.

So every now and then, i do reasses my thoughts, the position i am in. I am lucky. I may not have mountains of money or people at my disposal but i have my freedom.Freedom within limits is still freedom. I can be who i want to be, knowing that i just have to take the step further.

The rain poured down like a symphony as i crawled into bed.Blinking a few times while reciting my daily Doa, I felt very thankful of what God have given to me. I went to sleep with hopes of a new day for me, and especially a better day for him.

I declare war upon myself

2009-03-08T22:04:00.001-07:00

so what have i been up to lately?

1.assesment centre

2.maths teacher

3.driving lessons

4.googling

5.facebooking

(not necessarily in the order above.)

so the first one aint good for my bowels. The whole time i was either nervous and eating, eating or egesting, talking while daydreaming- goes back to full circle in the toilet.The food wasn't bad, believe me; even though i have the dullest sight, i would know not to eat grass if it were to be served on plate.

so i digressed.The everflowing food was nice; a complete ride of what-to-do-when-you-need-to-shove-something-in-your-mouth-while-waiting...that is a compliment. Curry puffs, tuna buns, custard filled 'eclairs', mini roguts(awu!ada rogut and nyaman!!) , mee goreng, were there spring rolls? i cannot recall-that is for the first half of the morning.

second half consisted of fruit tarts, more curry puffs, more mee goreng-were there any sandwiches? maybe.

for lunch the dishes were sweet and sour fish, ayam masak merah, mixed veggies with mushrooms, nasi goreng, nasi biasa and was completed off by this weird tasting corn soup.

Why its weird you ask?its sweet but spicy at the same time-labui2 ladanya bah.

i know what you are thinking-the assesment was all about food?? well, i hate to jinx my performance so i won't kiss and tell the main event =p

no i did not eat everything =(( i had to drink lotsa water just to simmer the prevailing sensation in my bowels just to not make a fool of my self in front of my assesors and friends.

seven.yes i counted.

teaching is good so far, well, not in the moolah sense tho but meh, i'll survive...hopefully until the end of the month. then i'll decide wheather i'd like to tear my hair out of its roots or just take a months dose of happy gas for april. pray that i'll live on, as fizah and mas have.X)))

driving lessons *sigh* i am still on gravel; as hazardous as a drunken brit.Yes i am

googling saja-saja, i find that googling stuff is actually worthwhile XD and yes, i facebook every minute of the hour so what does that say about me ey? ahhahah

so I'd like to go to Disneyland if i am granted the $30, 000 per month to further me studies to you-know-where.( si mas iski...awu wah, aku iski jua.X))))

so yeah, thats about it. =)

Coraline<3333

2009-03-01T23:37:00.000-08:00

nada main di Brunei kah?=s

T-Pain.

2009-03-01T22:29:00.000-08:00

cute kan??

mehhh, but he is with c vanessa masa ane =s

mehhh, this on screen couple are too professional for my sake XD

what have i been up to?nada.

no really, nada.

there is a couple of this and that, such as the majlis penutupan BCTA, Ucas shemams, a few calls but nothing too exciting.

OH! c rahmah is nice enough to message me yang she will be busy with stuff at the moment and should i ever wonder where she will be, i would know she is busy.Good Luck Rahmah, if ure reading this

i feel like listing 10 things why people should not want to be me(not that ada urang mau or anything, but yeah, is bored)

1. I have the vision of a forever boozing madman. Even the most unattractive guy would look good when i is too arrogant to wear them specs.(is intended)

2. I double dip my food.Yeah, i am one of those people.

3.I annoy people at the wrongest times.Macam masa my mum marah or my adi mental. And then, i go mental too. Yatahkan, i is no getting that too.

4.I am short, like oookey, if i were to have a caucasian life mate, i'd always be his deoderent forever.Awu, i would be literally under his ketiak.What's the fun in that?

5.I eat like a slob. Bulih, even the ruti tawar crumbs seem to just cling onto the sides of my mouth until someone hands me a mirror.

6.I am actually not good at maths.HAAAAAAAA.awuu, like i am serious here.My mental arithmetic sucks; if my life depended on counting numbers on my feet, i'd die in a minute.So i am going to marry some mathematician or something supaya inda overspend masa bali groceries.HAHAHAHHAHAH!!

7.I fart a lot.Ask Belle.

8.I hate balls, that is why i rarely take up sports.Yeah, great logic, huh?

9.My face is seasonal, it goes cerah and itam and cerah within days.

10.Yellow does not look good on me.Mcm taie usulnya.

so yeah.

si Thong

2009-02-25T18:48:00.000-08:00

yea that's about it.

the black abyss

2009-02-24T02:34:00.001-08:00

(supposedly posted yesterday)

so i fainted today.

Yes, yes, it has been a long time since last i had my infamous reoccuring collapsing-to-unconsciousness spells and i am afraid that tadi was the second relapse (first one was last year during a 'brisk' jog last year)

The last thing i remembered before falling into the black abyss was my voice murmuring'oh shittt......' and plop...i think i was on the floor.

I hate fainting, i mean who doesn't right?*looks at Belle*

I'd always make fun of it, saying that it was a way to escape from what i don't want to do/hear/obey such and such but trust me, even if i did see it that way, it is a painful sacrifice to just not hear what i consider unpleasant.

What's really unpleasant is the pulsating sensation drilling through my brain right after i regained consciousness; with the belia women going on about calling the ambulance, with belle's blurred face in view, with the nose-clearing smell of 'minyak panas' being rubbed on my forehead-nothing gets better than that.

Oh yeah, at one point, Qamariah was poking my foot.=__________= banartah, too intimate of an experience eh, hahaha

And after this and that, i went home with belle, well to be precise, we went back to belle's house and she nursed me a bit so Thanks Belle!=)(awu, bukan kinky nursing, people)

I do feel a lot better now, just 'ayung' sikit-sikit=_________= what a way to make an exit from a sobby speech X) now i'd be known as the girl who inda tahan panas/bdiri/irritating events/unecessary shemams...

ahh, anyways, Belle had brought up a question i constantly come across right after these public stunts of mine X) they(sesiapa saja yang inda pernah pengsan) are curious of how Fainting is like so here is the step by step ulasan brought to you by ME!(iski.)

1)Paning biasa, slightly nauseous, but overall, normal.

2)If you are standing, you would feel a slight tension at the front portion of your head, motor skills become slurry, sounds tend to become deeper.

3)At this point, you know that pitam is inevitable, so you try to get to the nearest person/chair/bed but somehow, your whole body seems to slow down instead. There is this tingling feeling which you could not pinpoint its origin. Vision gets tunneled(Adakah tu?), like looking at an old photograph, everything seems sephia, and surreal.Everything turns into nothing more but unreadable blobs. awu, blobs.Any audio sounds distant and detached to you, as if these voices are getting further away. eyes closed.pitch black.all this happens in a matter of seconds.

yeah, the vision is approximately sama dengan the image di atas, except inda smestinya trees come into view

4)minutes/hours after, depending on thyself, you could almost make out the voices and other sounds around but somehow, you cannot seem to open your eyes even if your life depends on it.

You kinda go in and out of consciousness until the mind says 'we stable already'

5) mehhhh!!!when finally buka mata sakit kepala!!=((((((

6)becakap semula, recollecting events. such and such

7)when feel well enough, it is advisable to find a hiding place to avoid futher embarassment

(when in crowds) and unecessary questions.

so yatah, once again, may i say that i do not enjoy playing the damsel in distress-yang-balum-lagi-apa2-sudah pitam.What if it happens on my graduation day?on my wedding??mehhhhh!!

=_______= nauzubilah lah, is no wanting no shit.

oh oh, i unofficially started my driving lessons with me dad =) as i imagined, my dad went all pilot on me and i went silent behind the wheels of our old skool kerita.

old skool banar,no power steering, auto saja dulu tho pasal me dad inda conpident, as how i feel about my performances too.i went over a speed bump and the car jumped!XDDD

dad:ehhh, rusak tia kerita nahh

najib:awu eh ka diah ane, mun najib nanti drive, mana kana bump atu tu

me:(muamu ah jib)

dad:atu tanda apa tu,ka?

me:*bangang*

najib:U-turn!

dad:bagus jib eh, nanti sanang blajar ne!

me:=___________=

najib:eh kadiah ane inda pandai reverse eh

me:(shadduppp)

najib:kaka lupa signal lagi

me:sabar bah sabar (shaddup jib)

bapa:speak aloud bah apa kan kau buat, the steps and such, macam pilot bah

me:macamana kan??

bapa: macam ane bah, 'aku kan pusing kekiri, so aku signal kekiri....aku maintain on the left, liat dblakang ada urang kah inda, liat dapan, speed maintain 20 km/hr'

me:ehhhh,inda mau eh

bapa:*repeats the whole thing*

bapa:maintain on the left, speed 20 km/hr saja

bapa:*liat the speed meter*

bapa:maintain 20 km/hr, atu labih tu

me:*slows down*

bapa:ada halangan didapan tu, so hala ke tangah dikit

bapa:speak up bah speak up apa kan kau buat

me:=_________________=

bapa:lapas tu kemana kau ne?

bapa:speak up, speak up

me:Nailah, jangan keluarkan kpala, ada krita ddapan tu(rasa kan menagur)

bapa:lupa kau signal tu

me:*flabbergasted*

me:*signals left, then right, then left*

bapa:................*puffs a smoke*

*no one was hurt during these sessions*

so yeah, thats about it for now =)))))

oh!i had a surprise shemams last umm....saturday?meheehhehehhh, everything was goooodddd, i had only up to two rounds of spaghetti and lasagne saja =((( wish i could fit more food but mehhhh, is touched by the fudge/brownie/chocolate/entah cake thing<33333

Thank you Amal and Basirah(and for the mug too!)

Yes Fizah, ku the heart necklace and the froggie in tutu, your message was special too =')))

i'll be as delicate as i could in taking care of them X))

Oh!Thank You to my auntie Affina and cuzzen Syazwani for the bear keychain and etc. =)))) balum ku pakai ne.HAHAHAH X)

so yeah, this is long enough X))) toodles~

p.s: i intend no image infringement shemamems, i get no money from this.

Samut merah damit

2009-02-19T08:39:00.000-08:00

samut here samut there samut samut samut!

no matter how many times i vaccum the room, no matter how many times i clean off the crumbs, no matter how many times i rearrange, throw the unecessaries and such, the samuts are always there!!they are on my bed, they are on my gelas minum, they are breeding in my dvd boxes, building new nations of ants around fissures of almost everything!!
sometimes,if i am lucky, i can see scatters of ants coming out of the cracks of my laptop... like ehh, whats the use of squishing one when 10 more comes out right after.
i don't mind finding ants outside, i mean, it is their territory.
i am for one dislike killing them insects but if they fester further cana tah jua kan? Be mum about it?

nada, aku sasak saja. ants everywhere =_____________= i actually love you ants.